Sunday, 3 August 2008
i am really, very, utterly sadsadsad.. i just don't know how a night can just stink so badly. its so ARGH! i cannot even describe it.. :( sometimes, being the oldest doesn't mean you can solve everything. well i think most of the time, i feel helpless. not knowing what to do, what to say, and most importantly not knowing what to help. its just so difficult sometimes.. i don't really know what certain people are thinking and i would really really wish that God would give me the ability to read minds but sadly, i just don't have that.. oh well. i guess everyone doesn't know what on earth i am talking about but its okay. don't ask me too.. cause i also don't really know. lol. i think i have neglected my blog too much that when i start to NOT neglect it.. everything i type just comes out funny.. oh man. i really need to seek God now. still have assignments to finish.
i hate this mood i am having now. like seriously.. i hope it goes away sooon... :( God are you there? please answer my prayers.. thank you for everything God AMEN. okay i know this post is like super EMOish but everybody do have their down times right? so mine is like now, on this STINKY really STINKY night. goodbye everybody. :(
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