hey everybody. its me. ya i know its been 2 weeks but well.. i think this would be my last blog entry until 12 nov so yup. keep on reading. cause you WILL MISS ME HAHAHAH. okay that was so lame.





yah so anyway, its 23 more days to olevls and guess what. im really starting to freak out. with all the lessons in school, consultations and of course my own mugging, well that pretty adds up to my entire life. pathetic? haha. i don't really think so. want to know why? my dad ever once said that "all these things would PASS AWAY (haha it was meant to be a joke but LOL i think only I laughed at it)" uhuh. HAHA so if we do not really enjoy what we are going through now there would never be another Olevels to enjoy. sounds wrong i know. but it makes sense to me. YUP so now im just TRYING to MUG everyday to the fullest and HOPEFULLY God will bring me through. THROUGH IT ALL HAHAHA. okay its a random song title. my apologies.





life has been pretty depressing as i struggle to finish all my assignments but once in a while i do realise that im not the only one. BUT STILL it always feels like your the only one right? well.. i guess its like that cause not everybody knows what you are going through. prelims are really over. and i know i have to face it. the results were really depressing to me. i know i have to buck up. and this sounds like my conscience. HAHAHA, oh dear i am getting a bit emo am i? i every once asked a fren of mine "can i have half of your brain?" and the reply was "grace, my brain is all i have now to survive RI."HAHAHA. i found it hilarious. only some people would understand :) but still i really regret not remembering all my sec3 stuff. cause now i have to revise them all over again. so moral of the story: REMEMBER EVERY SINGLE THING throughout your sec3 life. :( if only i know that then. HAIXXX.





NEXT out of the emo world into the world of SMILES. life in school has been pretty different lately. incidents do happen and seriously, i have learnt to treasure what i have more. like really. i must really thank God for what he has giving me all that i need or lets say even WANTED. giving me a family is already something that i am really grateful for. i mean like even though my sisters are quite "NICE" in a way but they are still always QUITE thoughtful, QUITE understanding and of course QUITE typical sisters. if you get what i mean. BUT i still do love them very much and thank God for them everyday. and my parents. haha you will only get to see your parents in a very different light when they start to read your textbooks. HAHAH im quite serious. FOR example: my mum a.k.a BIG FAN OF SS(social studies) is all for healthcare man. she is like making us JOG everysingle day. and my dad, haha HE TOTALLY GAVE UP on flipping my history textbook, cause 30 seconds later....... Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. HAHA but its okay i know he tried and i STILL LOVE BOTH OF THEM. <333> haha and she will definitely be a person i admire very much. her background is really sad. so since i will not be around like until 12 nov so i shall be REALLY nice and share the story :)



okay before i start. i just have to say SORRY cause i really forgot her name seriously. BUT i do know that she is a philippino and is a very sweet girl if that helps HAHA. SO lets just call her G okay lets start:



G came from a very poor family. when she was young, her father used to come home everyday shouting and hitting her mum. and one day he finallly lost it, took out his gun and was ready to shoot his wife in the head. at that time, G was only 3 years old. but she was definitely aware of what was happening. however, at that moment she could do nothing to help or even protect her mum. fortunately, the neighbours came in time to stop G's father and he got arrested. she never saw him again and i think she never will.



SO G grew up full of guilt as she wasn't able to help her mother at that time. then, after discovering what she could do with her voice. she started to join many singing competitions like 80 over. but you know what it wasn't for the fame but for the prize money. cause G knew that if she won, she could use the prize money to help her mum in supporting the family. therefore, no matter how many times she failed, she just kept on joining. and do you know that the prize money that she won wasn't actually much. she said it could only buy them a pizza for a whole month. and that really shocked me ONE PIZZA for A MONTH. WOW



thereafter, people began to find out about her plight and helped her. with the great voice she had, she became famous. but deep down, she said that it was actually her MOTHER that was her source of strength and hope.



well.. i was really touched about it. i mean comparing her to me. HAHA O LEVELS IS NOTHING. ZERO.ZILCH. lol soo BUCK UP GRACE! please BUCK UP. yah okay i know im saying it to reassure myself. but i think i really need it. :(


yeah so to everybody out there if you are reading this, i hope you feel encouraged just as i was. well.. don't worry cause grace will be praying for you! :) haha. okay la if God give me the names then okay la. but if i DO KNOW you then dont worry you are already in my list. so take care and till then JIA YOU and mug hard everybody cause REMEMBER it will ALL PASS AWAY! HAHAHA. CYA :D

8:39 pm

HELLO HELLO HELLO. wah so long never come back already. well i've been really really busy mugging so MY APOLOGIES! :) hahaha. okay so this is going to be really short and yah here goes.

PRELIMS ARE FINALLY OVER yeah!!! hahaha im really happy cause there's not really any stressful exam that you have to face NOW but i know im going to face alot REALLY SOON/ OH MAN> okay so hmmm. my whole family has been mugging really hard AHEM with me *beams* hahaha. i feel sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy cause i know im not the only MUGGER! my mummy loves SS and i don't know why but its okay. the more she loves SS, the more information i can DOWNLOAD from her brain to MINE! HAHAHA> okay thats soooo lame!!

NEXT> im getting back my results like TMLTML so ALL THE BEST TO ME and ofcourse my darling friends who have worked soooo hard. really hope we will all PEAK together =) OH YAH you know what? yesterday i went to a wedding dinner with my family and we were like REALLY LATE erm.. like 45 min LATE. THEN guess what, *smiles sheepishly* we went to the wrong RECEPTION> GOODNESS that was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo paiseh la! aiya but the FOOD was goood like always and the company was FUN TOO. even though i didn't know anybody but at least THERE WAS good food. HAHAHA

yeah so these few weeks i've been mugging from home to church to libraries and of course all places were accompanied by friends,. (except for the home part) i really really hope that within these few in fact VERY few days GOD will perform a miracle and ALLOW GRACE's brain which is MINE by the way to have a absorbtion (if theres such a word) LEVEL of 1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000Gigabytes, so that she probably would go to a JC that she likes, hopefully its in SINGAPORE! hahaa

anyway, been thinking alot these few days and sometimes one tends to be so caught up with what their doing that they just neglect the very person that actually helped them so much. so for now, i would just like to say sorry God for treating you that way and i have something to show you i hope you like it GOD:

please excuse my english cause its AHEM not that gooood but ohwell..

so here goes...

"He pulled me through my prelims each and everyday.
He watched me slack and look with me in dismay.
He gave me all the right questions and walked me through every single day.
He was there for me then and till this very day.

He touched my heart with friends and family, giving me happiness and sorrows to bear.
He used them as challenges in my life, having me continuously crying out to him in despair.
He constantly reminds me of what he has done in my life.
He would always be that one person i will ever rely.

He has brought me so far and now i won't give up.
cause if i do, i would really be a NUT

So no matter whatever may come in my way, he will hold my hand and say:

GRACE my dear take the next step with me.
For I am your God and forever will be. :) "

HAHAHA. okay dont mind my little grammer mistakes here and there, because it was sincere with thoughts of care. HAHAHA i think my rhyming is weird but OHWELL its me and you know im weird!

HAHAHA> i guess i cant stop what i've start so i've got to go now and please dont FART. hahaha.

byebyebyebyebyebyebyebye. if i say bye one more time it may just be a lie. :D

8:40 pm

hey everybody. its me. ya i know its been 2 weeks but well.. i think this would be my last blog entry until 12 nov so yup. keep on reading. cause you WILL MISS ME HAHAHAH. okay that was so lame.





yah so anyway, its 23 more days to olevls and guess what. im really starting to freak out. with all the lessons in school, consultations and of course my own mugging, well that pretty adds up to my entire life. pathetic? haha. i don't really think so. want to know why? my dad ever once said that "all these things would PASS AWAY (haha it was meant to be a joke but LOL i think only I laughed at it)" uhuh. HAHA so if we do not really enjoy what we are going through now there would never be another Olevels to enjoy. sounds wrong i know. but it makes sense to me. YUP so now im just TRYING to MUG everyday to the fullest and HOPEFULLY God will bring me through. THROUGH IT ALL HAHAHA. okay its a random song title. my apologies.





life has been pretty depressing as i struggle to finish all my assignments but once in a while i do realise that im not the only one. BUT STILL it always feels like your the only one right? well.. i guess its like that cause not everybody knows what you are going through. prelims are really over. and i know i have to face it. the results were really depressing to me. i know i have to buck up. and this sounds like my conscience. HAHAHA, oh dear i am getting a bit emo am i? i every once asked a fren of mine "can i have half of your brain?" and the reply was "grace, my brain is all i have now to survive RI."HAHAHA. i found it hilarious. only some people would understand :) but still i really regret not remembering all my sec3 stuff. cause now i have to revise them all over again. so moral of the story: REMEMBER EVERY SINGLE THING throughout your sec3 life. :( if only i know that then. HAIXXX.





NEXT out of the emo world into the world of SMILES. life in school has been pretty different lately. incidents do happen and seriously, i have learnt to treasure what i have more. like really. i must really thank God for what he has giving me all that i need or lets say even WANTED. giving me a family is already something that i am really grateful for. i mean like even though my sisters are quite "NICE" in a way but they are still always QUITE thoughtful, QUITE understanding and of course QUITE typical sisters. if you get what i mean. BUT i still do love them very much and thank God for them everyday. and my parents. haha you will only get to see your parents in a very different light when they start to read your textbooks. HAHAH im quite serious. FOR example: my mum a.k.a BIG FAN OF SS(social studies) is all for healthcare man. she is like making us JOG everysingle day. and my dad, haha HE TOTALLY GAVE UP on flipping my history textbook, cause 30 seconds later....... Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. HAHA but its okay i know he tried and i STILL LOVE BOTH OF THEM. <333> haha and she will definitely be a person i admire very much. her background is really sad. so since i will not be around like until 12 nov so i shall be REALLY nice and share the story :)



okay before i start. i just have to say SORRY cause i really forgot her name seriously. BUT i do know that she is a philippino and is a very sweet girl if that helps HAHA. SO lets just call her G okay lets start:



G came from a very poor family. when she was young, her father used to come home everyday shouting and hitting her mum. and one day he finallly lost it, took out his gun and was ready to shoot his wife in the head. at that time, G was only 3 years old. but she was definitely aware of what was happening. however, at that moment she could do nothing to help or even protect her mum. fortunately, the neighbours came in time to stop G's father and he got arrested. she never saw him again and i think she never will.



SO G grew up full of guilt as she wasn't able to help her mother at that time. then, after discovering what she could do with her voice. she started to join many singing competitions like 80 over. but you know what it wasn't for the fame but for the prize money. cause G knew that if she won, she could use the prize money to help her mum in supporting the family. therefore, no matter how many times she failed, she just kept on joining. and do you know that the prize money that she won wasn't actually much. she said it could only buy them a pizza for a whole month. and that really shocked me ONE PIZZA for A MONTH. WOW



thereafter, people began to find out about her plight and helped her. with the great voice she had, she became famous. but deep down, she said that it was actually her MOTHER that was her source of strength and hope.



well.. i was really touched about it. i mean comparing her to me. HAHA O LEVELS IS NOTHING. ZERO.ZILCH. lol soo BUCK UP GRACE! please BUCK UP. yah okay i know im saying it to reassure myself. but i think i really need it. :(


yeah so to everybody out there if you are reading this, i hope you feel encouraged just as i was. well.. don't worry cause grace will be praying for you! :) haha. okay la if God give me the names then okay la. but if i DO KNOW you then dont worry you are already in my list. so take care and till then JIA YOU and mug hard everybody cause REMEMBER it will ALL PASS AWAY! HAHAHA. CYA :D

8:39 pm;

HELLO HELLO HELLO. wah so long never come back already. well i've been really really busy mugging so MY APOLOGIES! :) hahaha. okay so this is going to be really short and yah here goes.

PRELIMS ARE FINALLY OVER yeah!!! hahaha im really happy cause there's not really any stressful exam that you have to face NOW but i know im going to face alot REALLY SOON/ OH MAN> okay so hmmm. my whole family has been mugging really hard AHEM with me *beams* hahaha. i feel sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy cause i know im not the only MUGGER! my mummy loves SS and i don't know why but its okay. the more she loves SS, the more information i can DOWNLOAD from her brain to MINE! HAHAHA> okay thats soooo lame!!

NEXT> im getting back my results like TMLTML so ALL THE BEST TO ME and ofcourse my darling friends who have worked soooo hard. really hope we will all PEAK together =) OH YAH you know what? yesterday i went to a wedding dinner with my family and we were like REALLY LATE erm.. like 45 min LATE. THEN guess what, *smiles sheepishly* we went to the wrong RECEPTION> GOODNESS that was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo paiseh la! aiya but the FOOD was goood like always and the company was FUN TOO. even though i didn't know anybody but at least THERE WAS good food. HAHAHA

yeah so these few weeks i've been mugging from home to church to libraries and of course all places were accompanied by friends,. (except for the home part) i really really hope that within these few in fact VERY few days GOD will perform a miracle and ALLOW GRACE's brain which is MINE by the way to have a absorbtion (if theres such a word) LEVEL of 1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000Gigabytes, so that she probably would go to a JC that she likes, hopefully its in SINGAPORE! hahaa

anyway, been thinking alot these few days and sometimes one tends to be so caught up with what their doing that they just neglect the very person that actually helped them so much. so for now, i would just like to say sorry God for treating you that way and i have something to show you i hope you like it GOD:

please excuse my english cause its AHEM not that gooood but ohwell..

so here goes...

"He pulled me through my prelims each and everyday.
He watched me slack and look with me in dismay.
He gave me all the right questions and walked me through every single day.
He was there for me then and till this very day.

He touched my heart with friends and family, giving me happiness and sorrows to bear.
He used them as challenges in my life, having me continuously crying out to him in despair.
He constantly reminds me of what he has done in my life.
He would always be that one person i will ever rely.

He has brought me so far and now i won't give up.
cause if i do, i would really be a NUT

So no matter whatever may come in my way, he will hold my hand and say:

GRACE my dear take the next step with me.
For I am your God and forever will be. :) "

HAHAHA. okay dont mind my little grammer mistakes here and there, because it was sincere with thoughts of care. HAHAHA i think my rhyming is weird but OHWELL its me and you know im weird!

HAHAHA> i guess i cant stop what i've start so i've got to go now and please dont FART. hahaha.

byebyebyebyebyebyebyebye. if i say bye one more time it may just be a lie. :D

8:40 pm;