im _ _ _. cause i made someone _ _ _ _ _. the whole thing is just so _ _ _ _ _ _. why why why.

im _ _ _ _ _ i really am.

:( ill be _ _ _ _.

Im really truly _ _ _ _ _.

i only wish i could reverse time.

2:28 pm

FINALLY my hands are T-O-U-C-H-I-N-G a computer!!!! YIPPEEE my dear old com totally broke down on me :( i was like computer-less!!!!! HAHAHA, anyway... its beeen superrr longgg and guess what im really so lazy to type out part 2 of the mission trip so WHATEVER. the LONG one is in deb chew's blog HAHAHA. and if you want to hear my FANTASTIC version just come find ME :D i'll be glad to chat!BTW do you know that my AHMA said that i look THINNER HAHAHA. YAHOOOOOOOOOOO> my ahma rocks my socks! :D

anyway... christmas passed like WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO super fast! always as crazy as ever. after service everyone was like screaming names and throwing presents at each other. (okay fine maybe i was the only crazy one HAHA) everyone was asking to CALM DOWN/ hehe/. anyway.... i finally finally finally managed to watch my UNMOST FAV kungfu panda THAT WUNNERFUL DAY!!!!! and of course plus the hilarious juno and sweet AWWWW 27 dresses. the guy in 27 dresses is SO NICE! like OMGOMGOMG he gave her a nice hp. okay wait im not sure if it is a hp. but whatever he is super CUTE. haha and the girl is WOAH. totally self reliable. how i wish grace was like that but HELLO haha. hey wait... THERE WILL BE A DAY. A DAY! *beams*

and fusionnnn night is coming!!!! YEAHYEAHYEAH. and my class signboard OWNS everyone! HAHA no offence AHEM but yeah man it TOTALLY ROCKED! wanna see.... just come for FUSION NIGHT!!! :) oh man this is like free advertisement. HAHAHA okay so fusion night is like tml the tml which is the day after. okay fine it is on the 31st dec. haha its going to be super FUN. cause cause HAHAHA. it just will be. so JUST COME.

sooooo.. gloria rocks lar. HAHA today's quiet time is totally meant for today. whoever has ODJ you are sooooo blessed cause GOD really listens to our prayers!!! AMEN! HAHAHA.

truth of the day:





"i love everyone of you. really really really. and would never trade anything else in the world for all of you."
and if you want to know who you is, you should just ask me :) BYEBYE.

3:46 pm

greeeeetings to everybody! its been like what A WEEK since the last time i blogged. my apologies, this is so because GRACE has gone for mission trip which totally CHANGED her life! :D really really really. and guess what... my main theme of research for the whole of next year would be !!! HAHAHA. and after that i will definitely go for the mission trip next year. :) muahahahaha. so now... where shall i start? i need to take time and recall. HAHA.

lets see..

1st day

arrived at this MATARAM hotel which totally LOOKS like a NICE hotel. seriously... i was actually expecting worse. but HAHA God made it easy for us the first few days.. must certainly thank him for that. so that day was basically the unpacking and preparation day. nothing much. everyone just relaxing and chilling out. for a while it seriously felt like mission trip was over. HAHA. okay next...

2nd day

we attended a christmas service that was super sweet. as in there were little kids going up to perform and older children singing. but i think the best part of the whole service was when... the worship leader a.k.a sarah a.k.a an AUstralian sang the song ONE WAY. like OMG all of us were like NO WAY. hahaha. the whole group of us were jumping up and down to the song. it was a pretty hilarious sight becuase the rest of the people in the room were all indonesians that were just STARING at us... thinking that we all had gone mad. but HAHA. anyway... the night was super nice. the pictures tell them all anyway. GO FACEBOOK! :D

3rd day

we all left MATARAM hotel and took a 3 hour bus ride up the mountain. WOOTS and now the REAL mission work begins. reached senaru. placed our stuff there and set out to go and do work in the villages. i really didnt know what to expect but it turned out to be quite okay. the FIRST thing that i did in the village was... HAHA cut the nails of an old lady. HOW COOL IS THAT. haha. its seriously my first time. haha the second thing i did was to cut the nails of a small BABY. haha. and thankfully by God's grace. GRACE's clumsy hands did not fail her. WHEW. the old lady and the bABY WERE both happy! *beams* then after that... i don't know how but i started to help the people delice and wash their hair. i was at a loss at first. not knowing exactly what to do. but after a while... having a visual image of what hairdressers normally do to my THICK hair. i probably got the hang of what or i should say HOW to scrub and shampoo the people's hair. HAHA. oh man... some of their hair are SUPER LONG. once again... go look at the PICTURES.

we went to.... erm 3 villages? by then it was night and everybody was just super tired. HAHA and the hostess certainly does know how to warm our hearts. GOOOOOOD FOOOOOOOD awaited us. THE BEST OF THE BEST INDONESIAN FOOD I HAVE EVER TASTED!!!! (okay fine it has been the first time i've eaten it but whatever it still takes my breath away) and then... and then...... the moment you've been all waiting for,.... the rooooooooooooooooom.

as there were not enough rooms i think.. me abi ashley and deborah had to bunk together. thats like YEAH more fun ma. the more the merrier. when we went to put all our stuff in the room in the afternoon.... the room looked perfectly fine. BUT at night... we turned on the LIGHTS and guess what... from what i should have known that was lost in my sub- conscious... INSECTS *gulps* are attracted to light. SO... i have no idea who switched it on. but YEAH the lights were on and with just a blink of my terrified eyes...... FLIES started swarming into the room by the HUNDREDS AND THOUSANDS!!! bHAHAHAHAHAH okay fine i mayBE exaggerating. but WHATEVER tomeeeee it looked like ALOT. okay... all of us were FREAKED OUT i tell you. freaked OUT! just imagine... 4 girls in a room filled with water flies stranded on a bed, swapping them away and at the same time screaming at the top of their lungs. oh boy.... just by typing thiss moment out my stomach is doing its flip flops already. *gulps another time*

i really seriously did not expect God to put me through this. NEVER EVER. i was actually prepared for the worse of the worse already.but NOT this. i never even thought about it at all. but God just had to let succumb to be biggest FEAR. OH MAN. SO i was actually pretty traumatised by this particular incident. and throughout the whole night i didnt talk at all, didnt smile and just kept on thinking why God put me through this. like HELLO we are coming to do GOOD WORKS. okay fine its a silly thought but then i realised that God was actually trying to teach me something. the lesson of submission and faith. that night he just said "grace trust me and have faith". that night i submit myself to God, knowing that he must have his reasons for puting me through this. HAHAHA. then my DADDY the saviour of the day came into our room with a PESTICIDE and BROOM. he started spraying the WHOOOOOOOOOLE roooom and at the same time sweeping all the fallen wings on the floor out of the room. HAHA. my heart was like LEAPING for joy man. HAHAHAHA. thank youGOD. i would never ever forget this experience. :)

okay i shall update the rest of the days ANOTHER day. there are so many things to talk about!!! for now. GRACE needs to RUSH her christmas PRESENTS! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. btw GO FACEBOOK MAN and seeeeeeeeeeee the pictures!!!! :D

12:35 am

HAHAHA. its like late. but oh well since i got time while my daddy cooks instant noodles for me. shall just blog about today. oh i mean yesterday. HAHA.

i finish BREAKING DAWN. that means that....................... i finish the WHOLE twilight SERIES! oh yeah uhuh woohoooo! :D its really really nice. really really. like totally like do you even believe me? HAHAH. my very own fairytale love story. Ahhhhh*sighs* OH WELL. now i just have to keep on dreaming about it teehee.

went to church to finish up the handicraft stuff. all that is left now is the cutting up of the boards. HAHA. and thank God my daddy found this guy who had machines that could help use cut the boards!!! LIKE YEAH MAN. we are soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy la./ thank GOD! you ROCK! :) so yeah... after church, me abi jas and xinyu BRAVED the storms and heavy rain and walked along the torturous PATHWAY to xinyu's house which was in fact extremely FAR away to me of course. if you want to know where it is, askiris! hahahaha. okay that was lame. yeah so anyway, XINYU has the coolest house la. some 3 storey mansion thingy. i was practically leaping up the stairs. HAHAHA. and guess what she has like ONE whole storey to herself. LIKE the xinyu FLOOR. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. COOLNESS *beams* "I WISH I WISH..." like continue wishing grace.LOL

we watched camp rock that totally rocked and abi rocked on her chair too much that my head fell on to the floor that felt like rock haha. actually i was sleeping already sooooo i kind of woke up.HEHE. not blaming anybody! :D soooo it was time to go but i will TOTALLY be back XINYU MUAHAHAHA> :)

im leaving on saturday btw. HAHA. so fast right? i can't wait OH MAN. too nervous now... HAHAHA. so silly of me. still got friday ma. oh wait. its TODAY! AHHHH. okay so back to calm mode... im like super busy tomorrow.oops TODAY. from lunch date to mission meeting to carolling. OH YEAH. that would be fun. :D

im happy now too. i don't know why oh actually i know why but i just don't want to tell you why. hahaha why why why? not sure why but i just know that i have 4 smiles and maybe that is why. HAHAHA. okay do i even make sense. OKAY i need to eat now! CYA EVERYBODY. :)

5:04 pm

AHHHHH. i just received the most incredible NEWS EVER!!! AHHHHH. GOd you better have a good reason for this! HAHAHA. okay i shall be nice enough not to reveal anything. but if you are totally dying to find out... ASK ME. haha and i will decide if i want to tell you! HEHEHE. anyway... MISSION TRIP is starting to sound GREAT. daddy and i bought the stuff today. boy its sure heavy! i was practically panting like a dog once i reached the car! HAHAHA. can't wait for m-i-s-s-i-o-n t-r-i-p!!! :)

so i went to judith's house for the sleepover from sunday to monday! HAHA fun but tiring. there were like 12 of us. thats considered ALOT already. so first up we went to eat dinner at adam road food centre and it was GREAT! okay im totally not bluffing the ambience is really nice the food... hmmm. need i say more? HAHA. so me and gloria were literally sharing food throughout the whole sleepover.

1. lunch - macs (okay we weren't exactly sharing but oh well.. i sort of managed to "place" some fries on her plate. *beams*)

2. dinner - prawn noodles (once we got the bowl of noodles, i gave gloria a pair of chopsticks and a spoon and said "okay Gloria take this --> chopsticks and take that --> spoon and WAIT." meanwhile i took the bowl away. HAHAHA. okay im so mean but ANYWAY i was joking and i let her EAT FIRST OKAY! :D )

3. breakfast - mince pork noodle (GLORIA ate ALOR! YEAH YEAH. i think i must have helped her gain a few KG for this sleepover!)

yeah so anyway... i just LOVE sharing food with gloria. hmmm. why?

reason no. 1 : cause im not eating alone
reason no. 2 : cause i won't feel as guilty for eating so much
reason no. 3 : GLORIA needs to eat alot MORE
reason no. 4 : GLORIA always can't stop me from giving her soooooo much food
reason no. 5 : no reason, gloria is just super NICE to share food with :)

HAHAHA. okay. next ---> after dinner we went to island CREAMERY and totally embarrass ourselves in public by taking LOTS of pictures like REALLY REALLY alot. i am soooooo happy i wasn't wearing my school badge or else i think i might end up on STOMP HAHAHA. okay anyway pictures are all on facebook :) HAHA. btw chester joined us for the day too... teehee the "thorn among the roses" but he's really nice :D im glad i got to know him. he is very nice to talk to and now after talking to him.... i would never ever forget PURPLE PASSION! AHHHHH. stupid story. HAHA. made me all excited for NOTHING! THANKS chester! LOL. yeah soooo. the ice cream was marvellous but nothing beats the company! HAHAHA,

so after that we went back to the house and started the soooo called "movie marathon" haha. watched movies non- stop until morning. last movie was like LOTR! haha. oh yah... we took pictures like at 3am with a 3 am pose and 5 am with a 5am pose. lol HILARIOUS aren't we? HAHA. then left eeyang me and gloria taking pictures. HAHA there was flash of course. then we say that since it was raining... a flash once in a while was normal cause it was "lightning"! HAHAA. so yeah... good excuse to use flash in the morning :)

finally all of us slept. oh man. the sleeping part was super FUNNY> me and gloria shared a sofa and my neck was OUCH. haha. poor eeyang had to go upstairs to the sofa and sleep cause there was no space but oh well... she loved the sofa anyway. so as i told you.. we went to eat mince pork noodle for breakfast which was FABULOUS. and i can't believe i didn't even know about it. totally going to bring my family there! HAHA. im literally praising all the meals for the sleepover but it is all from the bottom of my heart OKAY. especially monday's lunch and dinner. cause they were HOME COOKED. AHHH> super nice.

lunch- french fries (unsalted whether that helps) and chicken wings! *smacks her lips*
dinner - too hard to describe but its NICE :)

okay so back to after breakfast.. since it was raining auntie gillian offered to send us back. but since not everyone can fit into her car... some had to walk back :D i don't know why but some of them just love walking in the rain. and SOME just like to step on AHEM puddles?!?! HAHA. im not arrowing anybody. *beams* yeah so i had the great honour of sitting in the comfy car. and auntie gillian was super cute. she was like saying she never drove for like 30 over years. HAHA. first time i hear her talking like that SUPER ADORABLE! :) and she actually drives really well, okay good thing judith was sitting next to her anyway HAHA. reminds me of me and my mummy.

reached the house anyway... and FORTUNATELY we didn't play the GAme of Life! HAHA and started talking.... talk talk talk until it was time for some to go home. :( so the rest started the movie marathon thingy. AND we watched this SUPER ULTRA ROMANTIC SHOW CALLED... "win a date with tad hamilton"!!! omg... its super nice :) super sweet super romantic. okay so theres this girl. she has a best friend who likes her but she doesnt know that and she falls in love with this celebrity who also seems to like her too. anyway.. i only started watching it halfway through so i don't really know the start. BUT i know the one part when her best friend tells the celebrity about the 6 type of smiles that the girl has. AWWWW that is super swweeeett! HAHAHA. i mean like which guy would actually know that the girl has 6 type of SMILES?!?! its like he EVEN counted man! DOUBLE WOW. haha so the girl has 6 different smiles ...

"one when something makes her laugh
one when she is laughing out of politeness
one when she has plans
one when she makes fun of herself
one when she is uncomfortable
one when she is talking about her friends "

isnt that nice?!?!?! haha her best friend rocks la. anyway.. by just reading it is like nothing us compared to watching the scene so. here. it. is... ENJOY. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M3e8euwZi9o so yeah. there is also the 5 smiles of the best friend that the girl said.. GO WATCH IT! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nK8rNzrqGaU&feature=related.OH YAH there was also this session called the PILLOW FIGHT where miss JUDITH LAM was practically throwing all the pillows she could find at ME! it was like a pillow massage for my back. HAHAHA. so i "tortured" in a way by LYING on her! HA. we are soooo even now. but didn't last for long cause she just HAD to find my weakness and start TICKLING ME! HAHAHA. but yeah... it was super fun :D good exercise too!

SOOOOOOO overall the sleepover totally rocked. and the time spent there was super worth it! till then... BYEBYEBYE! :) i got lots of things to prepare for mission tripp. keep myself busy busy busy! don't worry i am a HAPPY PERSON! *grins from face to face*

2:41 pm

im back! p6 overnighter was a blast man. suepr funny! :D and GROUP T which is a.k.a my group rocks! HAHAHAHA. my group members were really hilarious. there was chubby who was always the one laughing until i think his head POPs out, then there was bekah who was every ready to CHIONG AR and then there was tiong who was constantly introducing us to his new dance steps that were specially UNIQUE in some sense. LOL. he is really funny. and the P6s were really nice in my group SEAN is like my herooooo, emily is just plain adorable and christianne was really encouraging even though half the time i kept calling her "marianne"HAHA. sorry dear. but all of them were really good sports. and our leader TIMOTHY, 'T' for Timothy!!! hahaaha. he is like the silent leader :) but he tried and led well!

the games were all really exciting to play. icebreakers la... station games... night games and amazing race. haha. and they all had really lame names in the camp booklet like BARNEY! ELMO! hahaha. dumb dumb. the station games were really cool. the one station that really caught me off guard was the slippery slide game. first time experience in playing this game. in 10 minutes our group had to push people up the slippery slide constantly and guess what the highest score was like 120!!! like OMG. that is like alot. i mean you know the hot sun + heat+ friction with the slide+the soap on the slide+ the countless times of pushing people up= A VERY TIRED ME. HAHAHA. but we were not bad and had a score of 101 I WOULD forever remember it. i was super satisfied! *beams* btw... timothy was super heavy! AHHHHH. HAHAHA.

night games was like funny. not scary but funny. oh yah i totally forgot my slippers and kept hitting my foot on the pavment! ouch it really hurt and my partner which was like stuck with me okay she didn't really have a choice cause her hands was tied with rafia string with my hands. OH WELL. anyway... GLORIA rocks. she is like my eyes even though she was also blind folded. hahaa. as in i practically had no sense of direction. the person said 'left' and i went 'right' HAHA. not on purpose okay. it is like natural reaction. so poor gloria had to guide me. haha okay fine she had no choice cause she was stuck next to me. HAHA. SORRY about that my dear. but you know you love me :D anyway.mitchell hong made us do stupid things like example, talking like bimbos, stand on one leg and wave our hands like we dont care. DUMB DUMB. haha. i bet abigail was like taking embarrassing photos of uS AHHHH. nevermind i was blind folded anyway. HA! :) tiong was the last and mitchell was actually trying to make fun of him. and WOW he is very obedient. HAHAHA. then he started to teach us this song. and i think he made it up on the spot but it is super simple and catchy. its like "spirit, *snap*, support,*snap*, sport- *snap*-manship" then there were like some steps that went along with it. and in the end everyone was dancing to it. its really nice :D tiong you are really one of a kind. the swearing in ceremony was meaningful.. hearing the p6s answering uncle Kc's questions with a sincere "YES, WE WILL" made me smile to myself. thank you God for everything. :)

the amazing race was FUN! haha. but our balloon a.k.a teh siow burst at the 2nd last station. OH MAN. we were all super sad but never mind mark really did a good job of carrying our group's "baby" HAHA. he would be a great father! :D we gotten the clue mixed up and our group went to the wrong station BUT neither the station master nor us knew that we were wrong. LOL. so in the end we had to do the station that we missed and i think our group came back last. HAHA. but its okay cause i think all of us never gave up... it was like something invisible energy that kept us moving forward. we were all slow jogging back to church then i gave everyone a 5 min break, and then the most funniest thing was that i said,"okay everybody, after we pass the brown door.. everyone must start to run to church" then like 1 second later before we could even pass the brown door. IT STARTED TO RAIN! HAHAHAHA, then i started shouting and screaming "RUN NOW RUN NOW!" i thought that was the funniest part. :) but we all had fun didn't we group T?

haha. i think our group cheer was amusing. and its all thanks to TIONG. haha. so it starts off with everyone in a semicircle. then chubby is like inthe middle. so we all bend slightly except chubby and start hitting our knees with our hands. then chubby says in same hilarious french accent "do you want a cup of coffee or tea(T)?" HAHA. then our group hits both our shoulders and shouts "T(tea)!" with our hands open in a shape of the alphabet "T" HAHA. then somebody goes "1,2,3" then we all start singing and dancing to the song 'JIN JIA HO'... with actions and expressions that could make anyone laugh. HAHA. then chubby had some solo thingy which he performed extremely well and made everyone roll on the floor with laughter. then we were back to singing the final verse of "JIN JIA HO"!!! hahaa. the funniest group cheer i ever had in a long time. really enjoyed it... GROUP T! HA! :D

was really tired after the whole thing. me olive and dawn were like to only ones left in church waiting for our parents. dawn was literally touching the floor when she slept on the bench lol. i was fast asleep and i don't even know what olive was doing. haha. we were all super tired. so overall the camp was fun but tiring :)

but anyway. i must say that the committee did a good job in planning! THREE CHEERS and three cheers and three cheers for the COM!! hip hip hooray! hip hip hooray! hip hip hooray! :D well done people. last but not least, thank you Lord for keeping all of us safe and sound. :) amen.

i need to go to church soon for worship night away.. hope that it would turn out fine. tilll then.. BYEBYE everybody. oh yah i still owe mitchell hong a nissan brand cup noodles seafood flavour! HAHA. thats SO DUMB. long story. next time then. CYA :)

7:16 am

im _ _ _. cause i made someone _ _ _ _ _. the whole thing is just so _ _ _ _ _ _. why why why.

im _ _ _ _ _ i really am.

:( ill be _ _ _ _.

Im really truly _ _ _ _ _.

i only wish i could reverse time.

2:28 pm;

FINALLY my hands are T-O-U-C-H-I-N-G a computer!!!! YIPPEEE my dear old com totally broke down on me :( i was like computer-less!!!!! HAHAHA, anyway... its beeen superrr longgg and guess what im really so lazy to type out part 2 of the mission trip so WHATEVER. the LONG one is in deb chew's blog HAHAHA. and if you want to hear my FANTASTIC version just come find ME :D i'll be glad to chat!BTW do you know that my AHMA said that i look THINNER HAHAHA. YAHOOOOOOOOOOO> my ahma rocks my socks! :D

anyway... christmas passed like WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO super fast! always as crazy as ever. after service everyone was like screaming names and throwing presents at each other. (okay fine maybe i was the only crazy one HAHA) everyone was asking to CALM DOWN/ hehe/. anyway.... i finally finally finally managed to watch my UNMOST FAV kungfu panda THAT WUNNERFUL DAY!!!!! and of course plus the hilarious juno and sweet AWWWW 27 dresses. the guy in 27 dresses is SO NICE! like OMGOMGOMG he gave her a nice hp. okay wait im not sure if it is a hp. but whatever he is super CUTE. haha and the girl is WOAH. totally self reliable. how i wish grace was like that but HELLO haha. hey wait... THERE WILL BE A DAY. A DAY! *beams*

and fusionnnn night is coming!!!! YEAHYEAHYEAH. and my class signboard OWNS everyone! HAHA no offence AHEM but yeah man it TOTALLY ROCKED! wanna see.... just come for FUSION NIGHT!!! :) oh man this is like free advertisement. HAHAHA okay so fusion night is like tml the tml which is the day after. okay fine it is on the 31st dec. haha its going to be super FUN. cause cause HAHAHA. it just will be. so JUST COME.

sooooo.. gloria rocks lar. HAHA today's quiet time is totally meant for today. whoever has ODJ you are sooooo blessed cause GOD really listens to our prayers!!! AMEN! HAHAHA.

truth of the day:





"i love everyone of you. really really really. and would never trade anything else in the world for all of you."
and if you want to know who you is, you should just ask me :) BYEBYE.

3:46 pm;

greeeeetings to everybody! its been like what A WEEK since the last time i blogged. my apologies, this is so because GRACE has gone for mission trip which totally CHANGED her life! :D really really really. and guess what... my main theme of research for the whole of next year would be !!! HAHAHA. and after that i will definitely go for the mission trip next year. :) muahahahaha. so now... where shall i start? i need to take time and recall. HAHA.

lets see..

1st day

arrived at this MATARAM hotel which totally LOOKS like a NICE hotel. seriously... i was actually expecting worse. but HAHA God made it easy for us the first few days.. must certainly thank him for that. so that day was basically the unpacking and preparation day. nothing much. everyone just relaxing and chilling out. for a while it seriously felt like mission trip was over. HAHA. okay next...

2nd day

we attended a christmas service that was super sweet. as in there were little kids going up to perform and older children singing. but i think the best part of the whole service was when... the worship leader a.k.a sarah a.k.a an AUstralian sang the song ONE WAY. like OMG all of us were like NO WAY. hahaha. the whole group of us were jumping up and down to the song. it was a pretty hilarious sight becuase the rest of the people in the room were all indonesians that were just STARING at us... thinking that we all had gone mad. but HAHA. anyway... the night was super nice. the pictures tell them all anyway. GO FACEBOOK! :D

3rd day

we all left MATARAM hotel and took a 3 hour bus ride up the mountain. WOOTS and now the REAL mission work begins. reached senaru. placed our stuff there and set out to go and do work in the villages. i really didnt know what to expect but it turned out to be quite okay. the FIRST thing that i did in the village was... HAHA cut the nails of an old lady. HOW COOL IS THAT. haha. its seriously my first time. haha the second thing i did was to cut the nails of a small BABY. haha. and thankfully by God's grace. GRACE's clumsy hands did not fail her. WHEW. the old lady and the bABY WERE both happy! *beams* then after that... i don't know how but i started to help the people delice and wash their hair. i was at a loss at first. not knowing exactly what to do. but after a while... having a visual image of what hairdressers normally do to my THICK hair. i probably got the hang of what or i should say HOW to scrub and shampoo the people's hair. HAHA. oh man... some of their hair are SUPER LONG. once again... go look at the PICTURES.

we went to.... erm 3 villages? by then it was night and everybody was just super tired. HAHA and the hostess certainly does know how to warm our hearts. GOOOOOOD FOOOOOOOD awaited us. THE BEST OF THE BEST INDONESIAN FOOD I HAVE EVER TASTED!!!! (okay fine it has been the first time i've eaten it but whatever it still takes my breath away) and then... and then...... the moment you've been all waiting for,.... the rooooooooooooooooom.

as there were not enough rooms i think.. me abi ashley and deborah had to bunk together. thats like YEAH more fun ma. the more the merrier. when we went to put all our stuff in the room in the afternoon.... the room looked perfectly fine. BUT at night... we turned on the LIGHTS and guess what... from what i should have known that was lost in my sub- conscious... INSECTS *gulps* are attracted to light. SO... i have no idea who switched it on. but YEAH the lights were on and with just a blink of my terrified eyes...... FLIES started swarming into the room by the HUNDREDS AND THOUSANDS!!! bHAHAHAHAHAH okay fine i mayBE exaggerating. but WHATEVER tomeeeee it looked like ALOT. okay... all of us were FREAKED OUT i tell you. freaked OUT! just imagine... 4 girls in a room filled with water flies stranded on a bed, swapping them away and at the same time screaming at the top of their lungs. oh boy.... just by typing thiss moment out my stomach is doing its flip flops already. *gulps another time*

i really seriously did not expect God to put me through this. NEVER EVER. i was actually prepared for the worse of the worse already.but NOT this. i never even thought about it at all. but God just had to let succumb to be biggest FEAR. OH MAN. SO i was actually pretty traumatised by this particular incident. and throughout the whole night i didnt talk at all, didnt smile and just kept on thinking why God put me through this. like HELLO we are coming to do GOOD WORKS. okay fine its a silly thought but then i realised that God was actually trying to teach me something. the lesson of submission and faith. that night he just said "grace trust me and have faith". that night i submit myself to God, knowing that he must have his reasons for puting me through this. HAHAHA. then my DADDY the saviour of the day came into our room with a PESTICIDE and BROOM. he started spraying the WHOOOOOOOOOLE roooom and at the same time sweeping all the fallen wings on the floor out of the room. HAHA. my heart was like LEAPING for joy man. HAHAHAHA. thank youGOD. i would never ever forget this experience. :)

okay i shall update the rest of the days ANOTHER day. there are so many things to talk about!!! for now. GRACE needs to RUSH her christmas PRESENTS! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. btw GO FACEBOOK MAN and seeeeeeeeeeee the pictures!!!! :D

12:35 am;

HAHAHA. its like late. but oh well since i got time while my daddy cooks instant noodles for me. shall just blog about today. oh i mean yesterday. HAHA.

i finish BREAKING DAWN. that means that....................... i finish the WHOLE twilight SERIES! oh yeah uhuh woohoooo! :D its really really nice. really really. like totally like do you even believe me? HAHAH. my very own fairytale love story. Ahhhhh*sighs* OH WELL. now i just have to keep on dreaming about it teehee.

went to church to finish up the handicraft stuff. all that is left now is the cutting up of the boards. HAHA. and thank God my daddy found this guy who had machines that could help use cut the boards!!! LIKE YEAH MAN. we are soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy la./ thank GOD! you ROCK! :) so yeah... after church, me abi jas and xinyu BRAVED the storms and heavy rain and walked along the torturous PATHWAY to xinyu's house which was in fact extremely FAR away to me of course. if you want to know where it is, askiris! hahahaha. okay that was lame. yeah so anyway, XINYU has the coolest house la. some 3 storey mansion thingy. i was practically leaping up the stairs. HAHAHA. and guess what she has like ONE whole storey to herself. LIKE the xinyu FLOOR. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. COOLNESS *beams* "I WISH I WISH..." like continue wishing grace.LOL

we watched camp rock that totally rocked and abi rocked on her chair too much that my head fell on to the floor that felt like rock haha. actually i was sleeping already sooooo i kind of woke up.HEHE. not blaming anybody! :D soooo it was time to go but i will TOTALLY be back XINYU MUAHAHAHA> :)

im leaving on saturday btw. HAHA. so fast right? i can't wait OH MAN. too nervous now... HAHAHA. so silly of me. still got friday ma. oh wait. its TODAY! AHHHH. okay so back to calm mode... im like super busy tomorrow.oops TODAY. from lunch date to mission meeting to carolling. OH YEAH. that would be fun. :D

im happy now too. i don't know why oh actually i know why but i just don't want to tell you why. hahaha why why why? not sure why but i just know that i have 4 smiles and maybe that is why. HAHAHA. okay do i even make sense. OKAY i need to eat now! CYA EVERYBODY. :)

5:04 pm;

AHHHHH. i just received the most incredible NEWS EVER!!! AHHHHH. GOd you better have a good reason for this! HAHAHA. okay i shall be nice enough not to reveal anything. but if you are totally dying to find out... ASK ME. haha and i will decide if i want to tell you! HEHEHE. anyway... MISSION TRIP is starting to sound GREAT. daddy and i bought the stuff today. boy its sure heavy! i was practically panting like a dog once i reached the car! HAHAHA. can't wait for m-i-s-s-i-o-n t-r-i-p!!! :)

so i went to judith's house for the sleepover from sunday to monday! HAHA fun but tiring. there were like 12 of us. thats considered ALOT already. so first up we went to eat dinner at adam road food centre and it was GREAT! okay im totally not bluffing the ambience is really nice the food... hmmm. need i say more? HAHA. so me and gloria were literally sharing food throughout the whole sleepover.

1. lunch - macs (okay we weren't exactly sharing but oh well.. i sort of managed to "place" some fries on her plate. *beams*)

2. dinner - prawn noodles (once we got the bowl of noodles, i gave gloria a pair of chopsticks and a spoon and said "okay Gloria take this --> chopsticks and take that --> spoon and WAIT." meanwhile i took the bowl away. HAHAHA. okay im so mean but ANYWAY i was joking and i let her EAT FIRST OKAY! :D )

3. breakfast - mince pork noodle (GLORIA ate ALOR! YEAH YEAH. i think i must have helped her gain a few KG for this sleepover!)

yeah so anyway... i just LOVE sharing food with gloria. hmmm. why?

reason no. 1 : cause im not eating alone
reason no. 2 : cause i won't feel as guilty for eating so much
reason no. 3 : GLORIA needs to eat alot MORE
reason no. 4 : GLORIA always can't stop me from giving her soooooo much food
reason no. 5 : no reason, gloria is just super NICE to share food with :)

HAHAHA. okay. next ---> after dinner we went to island CREAMERY and totally embarrass ourselves in public by taking LOTS of pictures like REALLY REALLY alot. i am soooooo happy i wasn't wearing my school badge or else i think i might end up on STOMP HAHAHA. okay anyway pictures are all on facebook :) HAHA. btw chester joined us for the day too... teehee the "thorn among the roses" but he's really nice :D im glad i got to know him. he is very nice to talk to and now after talking to him.... i would never ever forget PURPLE PASSION! AHHHHH. stupid story. HAHA. made me all excited for NOTHING! THANKS chester! LOL. yeah soooo. the ice cream was marvellous but nothing beats the company! HAHAHA,

so after that we went back to the house and started the soooo called "movie marathon" haha. watched movies non- stop until morning. last movie was like LOTR! haha. oh yah... we took pictures like at 3am with a 3 am pose and 5 am with a 5am pose. lol HILARIOUS aren't we? HAHA. then left eeyang me and gloria taking pictures. HAHA there was flash of course. then we say that since it was raining... a flash once in a while was normal cause it was "lightning"! HAHAA. so yeah... good excuse to use flash in the morning :)

finally all of us slept. oh man. the sleeping part was super FUNNY> me and gloria shared a sofa and my neck was OUCH. haha. poor eeyang had to go upstairs to the sofa and sleep cause there was no space but oh well... she loved the sofa anyway. so as i told you.. we went to eat mince pork noodle for breakfast which was FABULOUS. and i can't believe i didn't even know about it. totally going to bring my family there! HAHA. im literally praising all the meals for the sleepover but it is all from the bottom of my heart OKAY. especially monday's lunch and dinner. cause they were HOME COOKED. AHHH> super nice.

lunch- french fries (unsalted whether that helps) and chicken wings! *smacks her lips*
dinner - too hard to describe but its NICE :)

okay so back to after breakfast.. since it was raining auntie gillian offered to send us back. but since not everyone can fit into her car... some had to walk back :D i don't know why but some of them just love walking in the rain. and SOME just like to step on AHEM puddles?!?! HAHA. im not arrowing anybody. *beams* yeah so i had the great honour of sitting in the comfy car. and auntie gillian was super cute. she was like saying she never drove for like 30 over years. HAHA. first time i hear her talking like that SUPER ADORABLE! :) and she actually drives really well, okay good thing judith was sitting next to her anyway HAHA. reminds me of me and my mummy.

reached the house anyway... and FORTUNATELY we didn't play the GAme of Life! HAHA and started talking.... talk talk talk until it was time for some to go home. :( so the rest started the movie marathon thingy. AND we watched this SUPER ULTRA ROMANTIC SHOW CALLED... "win a date with tad hamilton"!!! omg... its super nice :) super sweet super romantic. okay so theres this girl. she has a best friend who likes her but she doesnt know that and she falls in love with this celebrity who also seems to like her too. anyway.. i only started watching it halfway through so i don't really know the start. BUT i know the one part when her best friend tells the celebrity about the 6 type of smiles that the girl has. AWWWW that is super swweeeett! HAHAHA. i mean like which guy would actually know that the girl has 6 type of SMILES?!?! its like he EVEN counted man! DOUBLE WOW. haha so the girl has 6 different smiles ...

"one when something makes her laugh
one when she is laughing out of politeness
one when she has plans
one when she makes fun of herself
one when she is uncomfortable
one when she is talking about her friends "

isnt that nice?!?!?! haha her best friend rocks la. anyway.. by just reading it is like nothing us compared to watching the scene so. here. it. is... ENJOY. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M3e8euwZi9o so yeah. there is also the 5 smiles of the best friend that the girl said.. GO WATCH IT! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nK8rNzrqGaU&feature=related.OH YAH there was also this session called the PILLOW FIGHT where miss JUDITH LAM was practically throwing all the pillows she could find at ME! it was like a pillow massage for my back. HAHAHA. so i "tortured" in a way by LYING on her! HA. we are soooo even now. but didn't last for long cause she just HAD to find my weakness and start TICKLING ME! HAHAHA. but yeah... it was super fun :D good exercise too!

SOOOOOOO overall the sleepover totally rocked. and the time spent there was super worth it! till then... BYEBYEBYE! :) i got lots of things to prepare for mission tripp. keep myself busy busy busy! don't worry i am a HAPPY PERSON! *grins from face to face*

2:41 pm;

im back! p6 overnighter was a blast man. suepr funny! :D and GROUP T which is a.k.a my group rocks! HAHAHAHA. my group members were really hilarious. there was chubby who was always the one laughing until i think his head POPs out, then there was bekah who was every ready to CHIONG AR and then there was tiong who was constantly introducing us to his new dance steps that were specially UNIQUE in some sense. LOL. he is really funny. and the P6s were really nice in my group SEAN is like my herooooo, emily is just plain adorable and christianne was really encouraging even though half the time i kept calling her "marianne"HAHA. sorry dear. but all of them were really good sports. and our leader TIMOTHY, 'T' for Timothy!!! hahaaha. he is like the silent leader :) but he tried and led well!

the games were all really exciting to play. icebreakers la... station games... night games and amazing race. haha. and they all had really lame names in the camp booklet like BARNEY! ELMO! hahaha. dumb dumb. the station games were really cool. the one station that really caught me off guard was the slippery slide game. first time experience in playing this game. in 10 minutes our group had to push people up the slippery slide constantly and guess what the highest score was like 120!!! like OMG. that is like alot. i mean you know the hot sun + heat+ friction with the slide+the soap on the slide+ the countless times of pushing people up= A VERY TIRED ME. HAHAHA. but we were not bad and had a score of 101 I WOULD forever remember it. i was super satisfied! *beams* btw... timothy was super heavy! AHHHHH. HAHAHA.

night games was like funny. not scary but funny. oh yah i totally forgot my slippers and kept hitting my foot on the pavment! ouch it really hurt and my partner which was like stuck with me okay she didn't really have a choice cause her hands was tied with rafia string with my hands. OH WELL. anyway... GLORIA rocks. she is like my eyes even though she was also blind folded. hahaa. as in i practically had no sense of direction. the person said 'left' and i went 'right' HAHA. not on purpose okay. it is like natural reaction. so poor gloria had to guide me. haha okay fine she had no choice cause she was stuck next to me. HAHA. SORRY about that my dear. but you know you love me :D anyway.mitchell hong made us do stupid things like example, talking like bimbos, stand on one leg and wave our hands like we dont care. DUMB DUMB. haha. i bet abigail was like taking embarrassing photos of uS AHHHH. nevermind i was blind folded anyway. HA! :) tiong was the last and mitchell was actually trying to make fun of him. and WOW he is very obedient. HAHAHA. then he started to teach us this song. and i think he made it up on the spot but it is super simple and catchy. its like "spirit, *snap*, support,*snap*, sport- *snap*-manship" then there were like some steps that went along with it. and in the end everyone was dancing to it. its really nice :D tiong you are really one of a kind. the swearing in ceremony was meaningful.. hearing the p6s answering uncle Kc's questions with a sincere "YES, WE WILL" made me smile to myself. thank you God for everything. :)

the amazing race was FUN! haha. but our balloon a.k.a teh siow burst at the 2nd last station. OH MAN. we were all super sad but never mind mark really did a good job of carrying our group's "baby" HAHA. he would be a great father! :D we gotten the clue mixed up and our group went to the wrong station BUT neither the station master nor us knew that we were wrong. LOL. so in the end we had to do the station that we missed and i think our group came back last. HAHA. but its okay cause i think all of us never gave up... it was like something invisible energy that kept us moving forward. we were all slow jogging back to church then i gave everyone a 5 min break, and then the most funniest thing was that i said,"okay everybody, after we pass the brown door.. everyone must start to run to church" then like 1 second later before we could even pass the brown door. IT STARTED TO RAIN! HAHAHAHA, then i started shouting and screaming "RUN NOW RUN NOW!" i thought that was the funniest part. :) but we all had fun didn't we group T?

haha. i think our group cheer was amusing. and its all thanks to TIONG. haha. so it starts off with everyone in a semicircle. then chubby is like inthe middle. so we all bend slightly except chubby and start hitting our knees with our hands. then chubby says in same hilarious french accent "do you want a cup of coffee or tea(T)?" HAHA. then our group hits both our shoulders and shouts "T(tea)!" with our hands open in a shape of the alphabet "T" HAHA. then somebody goes "1,2,3" then we all start singing and dancing to the song 'JIN JIA HO'... with actions and expressions that could make anyone laugh. HAHA. then chubby had some solo thingy which he performed extremely well and made everyone roll on the floor with laughter. then we were back to singing the final verse of "JIN JIA HO"!!! hahaa. the funniest group cheer i ever had in a long time. really enjoyed it... GROUP T! HA! :D

was really tired after the whole thing. me olive and dawn were like to only ones left in church waiting for our parents. dawn was literally touching the floor when she slept on the bench lol. i was fast asleep and i don't even know what olive was doing. haha. we were all super tired. so overall the camp was fun but tiring :)

but anyway. i must say that the committee did a good job in planning! THREE CHEERS and three cheers and three cheers for the COM!! hip hip hooray! hip hip hooray! hip hip hooray! :D well done people. last but not least, thank you Lord for keeping all of us safe and sound. :) amen.

i need to go to church soon for worship night away.. hope that it would turn out fine. tilll then.. BYEBYE everybody. oh yah i still owe mitchell hong a nissan brand cup noodles seafood flavour! HAHA. thats SO DUMB. long story. next time then. CYA :)

7:16 am;