haha just finished reading the book summer breeze. romance book. super explicit. but to me i think it has a good plot. and the romance needless to say is lovely.

a letter that the 94 year old man wrote to his wife before he passed away:

My darling Rachel: I fear that i may leave you soon.

You have given me so much. When i first met you, i thought i was opening up the world for you, but i was so wrong. You were the one who opened up all of my windows so i could see the beauty beyond the glass. Holding Little Joe in my arms, watching him grow into a man. Then Paul, Peter, Mary, Sarah and John. When did we start giving them biblical names? We never reached our goal of replicating the twelve apostles, my darling, but each one is so very special.

I am afraid now as the end draws near, not of dying, but of growing so weak that i'll have to leave you. i feel the time coming close. But even though i will leave you in the flesh, i will never leave you in spirit. I'll be a ghost to haunt you, my sweet Rachel. i will be the scent of roses in the summer breeze. i will be your comfort in the shadows. i'll be the creal you hear when the house settles at night. i am going to stay with you as long as you remain here, a good ghost who can't bring himself to depart from heaven until you can go with me. i have unfinished business here, the other half of my heart. Heaven won't be heaven if you aren't with me. I guess i'll be one of those disobedient spooks I once told you about, refusing to follow all the rules, only i won't be an evil one. Just the spirit of a man who isn't complete without his Rachel beside him.

Fortunately, I won't have to be a spook for long, You'll join me on the other side soon, and then we'll go to heaven together. I swore once that i would never leave you again. i meant it. I will never, ever leave you, my darling. You can go to the bank on that. And i know that God will allow me to keep that promise. I will be the wind in your hair; I will be the bark of Buddy's great- grandson many times removed. I'll be the soft-ness of a rosebud against your sweet cheek. I'll be the warmth of the blankets around you at night.

When I'm gone and you cry for me, dry your tears and feel my presence. I'll be right there beside you, unable to touch you as i did in this life but there all the same.

I love you, sweet Rachel. I always will. My body may die, but that whichis between us never will.

Your loving husband, into eternity,
Joseph

so nice right? haha. i finally finished reading the BOOK :)

anyway helping out the teachers to manage the kids at CBK is super tiring man. HAHAHA. the kids are soooooo energetic man. HAHA and super adorable. just love playing with them :D haha. can't wait for tomorrow. heard the morning session is more rowdy! HAHAHA. gloria and i are going to have loads of fun :) BYEBYE.

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haha just finished reading the book summer breeze. romance book. super explicit. but to me i think it has a good plot. and the romance needless to say is lovely.

a letter that the 94 year old man wrote to his wife before he passed away:

My darling Rachel: I fear that i may leave you soon.

You have given me so much. When i first met you, i thought i was opening up the world for you, but i was so wrong. You were the one who opened up all of my windows so i could see the beauty beyond the glass. Holding Little Joe in my arms, watching him grow into a man. Then Paul, Peter, Mary, Sarah and John. When did we start giving them biblical names? We never reached our goal of replicating the twelve apostles, my darling, but each one is so very special.

I am afraid now as the end draws near, not of dying, but of growing so weak that i'll have to leave you. i feel the time coming close. But even though i will leave you in the flesh, i will never leave you in spirit. I'll be a ghost to haunt you, my sweet Rachel. i will be the scent of roses in the summer breeze. i will be your comfort in the shadows. i'll be the creal you hear when the house settles at night. i am going to stay with you as long as you remain here, a good ghost who can't bring himself to depart from heaven until you can go with me. i have unfinished business here, the other half of my heart. Heaven won't be heaven if you aren't with me. I guess i'll be one of those disobedient spooks I once told you about, refusing to follow all the rules, only i won't be an evil one. Just the spirit of a man who isn't complete without his Rachel beside him.

Fortunately, I won't have to be a spook for long, You'll join me on the other side soon, and then we'll go to heaven together. I swore once that i would never leave you again. i meant it. I will never, ever leave you, my darling. You can go to the bank on that. And i know that God will allow me to keep that promise. I will be the wind in your hair; I will be the bark of Buddy's great- grandson many times removed. I'll be the soft-ness of a rosebud against your sweet cheek. I'll be the warmth of the blankets around you at night.

When I'm gone and you cry for me, dry your tears and feel my presence. I'll be right there beside you, unable to touch you as i did in this life but there all the same.

I love you, sweet Rachel. I always will. My body may die, but that whichis between us never will.

Your loving husband, into eternity,
Joseph

so nice right? haha. i finally finished reading the BOOK :)

anyway helping out the teachers to manage the kids at CBK is super tiring man. HAHAHA. the kids are soooooo energetic man. HAHA and super adorable. just love playing with them :D haha. can't wait for tomorrow. heard the morning session is more rowdy! HAHAHA. gloria and i are going to have loads of fun :) BYEBYE.

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