THIS IS FOR ADRIAN HAHAHA> don't say i didnt write for you okay!!!

thanks so much for the present okay? lol i will keep it with me forever!!!
VOTE FOR ADRIAN PPLE!!!
haha sorry i forgot your number! :D but ill vote for you!!! :) JIAYOU!

9:28 pm

SLOW DANCE

Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?
You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Do you run through each day On the fly?
When you ask "How are you?"
Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?
You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Ever told your child,
We'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste,
Not see his sorrow?
Ever lost touch,
Let a good friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say "Hi"?
You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry through your day,
It is like an unopened gift.... Thrown away.
Life is not a race.
Do take it slower
Hear the music
Before the song is over.

This poem was written by a terminally ill young girl in a New York Hospital. It was sent by a medical doctor - Dr. Yeou Cheng Ma.

PLEASE FORWARD THIS TO HELP THIS LITTLE GIRL. ALL FORWARDED E-MAILS ARE TRACKED TO OBTAIN THE TOTAL COUNT.

Dear All:

PLEASE pass this mail on to everybody you know.
It is the request of a special little girl who will soon leave this world as she has cancer.
Thank you for your effort, this isn't a chain letter, but a choice for all of us to save a little girl that's dying of a serious and fatal form of cancer.

Please send this to everyone you know... or don't know.
This little girl has 6 months left to live, and as her dying wish, she wanted to send a letter telling everyone to live their life to the fullest, since she never will.
She'll never make it to prom, graduate from high school, or get married and have a family of her own.

By you sending this to as many people as possible, you can give her and her family a little hope, because with every name that this is sent to, The American Cancer Society will donate 3 cents per name to her treatment and recovery plan. One guy sent this to 500 people!!!!

So I know that we can send it to at least 5 or 6. Just think it could be you one day. It's not even your money, just your time!!! "PLEASE PASS ON AS A LAST REQUEST"

Dr. Dennis Shields,
Professor Department of Developmental and Molecular Biology
Albert Einstein College of Medicine

nice poem isnt it? i didn't have enough emails to forward to so i just post it here! copy and paste people and forward this poem :) thanks!

9:20 pm

HAHAHA ive been super lazy to blog but i have to blog about yesterday which was MY BIRTHDAY! my parents are soooooo fantastic!

heres what they did :D

they brought us to a japanese restaurant WHERE i thought it was just going to be a nice QUIET family dinner like we always have every year.

BUTBUTBUT guess what happened when i opened the door of the small room that we were suppose to eat in?!?!?!?!

SURPRISE!!!!!! there were all (okay almost all of them) of my sunday school class girls inside the room and they jumped up from below the table!!!! I WAS IN TOTAL SHOCK OKAY LIKE SERIOUSLY I WASNT EXPECTING IT AT ALL.

IM SUPER PROUD OF MY MOMMY!!!! she finally managed to pull off such a wonderful surprise for me!!!! HAHHAHAAHA i was really happy that day. it was sooooo fun with all the laughing, chattering and EATING with everybody :D:D:D i can't express the happiness that i had that day! :) and i know that God was watching from above HAHAHAHA. *beams*

the food was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much!!! whatever japanese food you know there it was on the table!!! and i didn't even know what type of jap food i was eating all i know was that my hand was doing its job, putting the delicious food in my mouth! :) hahaha.

OKAY sooooo rewining back to SCHOOOL:

AWWW my class rocks my socks man they were sooooo sweet that day!
just before our gp class we had a break. so BEING lame and disabled i was the slowest to reach the class so when i was in the hallway on my way to the class (the rest of my classmates were there already) MING TING shouted : "GRACE FASTER FASTER!!!!"
i was like "OMGOMGOMGOMG teacher's here already?!! so fast"
so i hobbled my way as quickly as i can to class and before i knew it i FINALLY REACHED :)
then WOOOSH and ming ting pulled me to sit in a chair and in front of me were a line of my wonderful classmates with their backs facing me!!!
then it happened TA DA--->

"1.2.3
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GRACE!
0934 LOVES YOUUU!!!"

IWAS LIKE SUPER SHOCKED AND ELATED UNTIL I THINK I ALMOST FELL OFF MY CHAIR! and the most sweetest thing was that they wrote all the words individual on each balloon with every one of them holding it. so they hold the balloon out when the word was sung. hahaha i really love my class 0934!!! wooots! thank you guys soooo much :D hahaha.
they even wrote "happy birthday grace" on the whiteboard!!! hahaha then our gp teacher had no space at all to write anything LOL.

love the cards they made and signed on for me <3 love you guys too!!!!

i just want to say thanks to:

parents
thanks mum and dad for taking such wonderful care of me all these years. the amount of effort love care concern that you have showered on me is something that i will never forget and can never repay. i love you guys with all of my heart and would never trade anything in the world for both of you. my source of strength and hope comes from you two and for that i am sooo grateful. love you mum and dad <3

sisters
thank you guys for always being there for me :) even though we always have our differences but i do know that we have more love than anything else in the world for each other :) i love you girls soo much and my only wish for your is to be wonderful ladies of God and follow him. thanks olive for always being a listening ear for me and its just so lovely to have our little girl chats!!! and for dawn you just make my life so LIVELY hahahaha without you my life will never be the same! LOVE YOU PEOPLE TO THE MAX! :D

0934
even though we know each other for 2 months, i still feel sooooo fortunate to know each and everyone of your. coming to school everyday is such a joy for me and that is so fantastic! :) im very glad that God gave me this class and im grateful for that! thank you guys for making my birthday so special and memorable!!! :D

sundayschgirls
OH MY DARLINGS!!!! you girls are super wonderful to me and i love you girls so much!!!! HAHAHA you girls have brought joy and happiness to my life and the friendships we share are something that i willl always cherish forever :) you people have been my unfaltering support, the laughter we shared, the crying we did and THE MUGGING WE ALL LOVE! hiak hiak i will never forget those times :D thanks for everything girls, im sure that our friendships would last for a lifetime :)

YF
thank you everybody that have wished me!!!! i am super happy to have known all of you :) thks thks thks again!!!

5girlgang
HAHAHA i still remember our name :) thks you guys for remembering my birthday throughout the busyness of JC LIFE! we must totally meet up one day :) HAHAHAHA. miss talking to your WE MUST CATCH UP :D

GOD
thanks for everything that you have done for me. without you i would not have even exist. you have been my friend my listener... so much more than what i can describe you to be. you have been super awesome for everything and my only wish is to heal my leg :) thank you God for placing such wonderful people (ABOVE) around me! thank you lord and i pray that you will take care of everyone in this world!!!

thanks once again to everybody who have wished me and gave me presents! i really am thankful! :):):) and its all from the bottom of my heart! <3<3<3

lastly thank GOd for 27th of march :)

11:01 pm

psalm 61

i love my mommy :)

9:22 pm

im happy for them :) truthfully and sincerely.

all i need is my family friends food and GOD :D

stay happy grace chew you know you can do it!

CHEERS everybody! <3

5:11 pm

its time to let go and i know it is.
its time to move on and i have to follow.
its time... its time... its time.... to trust God.

God does work in mysterious ways, i think that he just wants me to let go of everything and follow him. and thats all he wants. *sighs* i guess he's right... God you are so funny. bring me in one big circle and here i am again. i knew it would come to this finally but i never ever regretted any single bit of it. never and its from the bottom of my heart. thank you and God for everything.

go sleep people its late.. WHY ARE YOU STILL READING THIS POST?!?! hahahaha. :D goooodnight!

11:01 pm

I LOVE ESTHER SO. hahaha she made cookies for me AND they spell L-O-V-E!!!! super nice right??? i haven't even eaten them yet, truthfully i dont BEAR TO HAHAHA> but thanks esther i can totally feel the LOVEEEEE <3

so anyway today is just another day in the house, making the first floor my only walking area.
mum, dad, dawn and ahma came to see me :) and that totally made my day! HAHA.

oh well i dont know why but i just feel super tired even though ive slept alot already. weird huh? also i think i need to discipline myself to study and do work already. lazing around is not helping me :( God please always remind me. GRACE YOU BETTER DO WORK!!!

i still cant understand economics OH DEAR. its pretty hard. and i have to read the notes a few times before i even understand the definitions. AHHH. i feel super nOOB. O.O

okok im going to CHAO already but one last thing... THANK YOU EVERYBODY for being so nice to me both SCHOOL AND CHURCH FRIENDS!!! HAHAHA> ohohohoh and today i had 2 VERYVERYVERY extremely unexpected visitors saying they came to see how i was.... GUESS WHO?!?!?! dingdingding!!! bryan SETO and joshua WONG!!! HAHAHAHA. they are so nice :D *beams*

TA-TA pple!!!

9:54 pm

funny how things work out. hahaha. found out something really OMG hahaha. dont tell you hiakhiakhiak.

well today i spent my whole day in the house BUT i had guests of course. :)

auntie mary, sarah and olive came to visit me!!!! thanks so much. sarah just keeps on laughing hahahaha i know i know she just cant stand me. HAHAHHA get the joke STAND ME. HAHAHAHa

and my lovely sunday sch girls came!!!! YEAH i was super happy.. finally i got to CHITCHAT= girl talk = LOTS OF LAUGHING AND FUN :D thks girls your totally MADE MY DAY!!! hahaha.

anyway, im now happy cause GOD LOVES me and my parents are coming backkkk SOOOOON.

and im still wondering if i should go to school this week.. hmmm want to help me decide? haha TAG THEN :)

happy holidays everybody!!!

5:40 pm

okay i think i need to explain myself hahaha. like everyone is tagging GET WELL SOONS and i haven't blog about it yet?

here goes... dont FREAK OUT. HEHEHE.

crutches has officially becomed my new best friend because GRACE DISLOCATED HER KNEE CAP (okay so heres the part where my blog reader gets the shock of his/her life and faints) WAKE UP! :D but yeah its fixed back now and im happy smiling and fine! so no worries :) im okay!

so what actually happened was this :

scene 1
grace runs to get prepared for the final dance practice outside LT4 before going on the stage.
everybody starts dancing...
THEN grace --> AHHHHH (holds her knee and fall to the floor)
HAHAHA then everybody comes rushing up to her.
"what happen what happen?!?!?!?!"

scene 2
"very pain very pain..." grace whined.
and ambulance came and shifted the knee cap back.
EEE OR EEE OR. grace went to the hospital.

scene 3
" hello whats your name?"
"grace"
"how did you dislocate your knee cap?"
"erm... dancing?"
*the doctor gave grace a HOW- DID- THAT -EVEN -HAPPEN LOOK!*
*grace smiles innocently*

OKAY so you get the whole story YEAH!!! :) im okay really really dont worry about me im just stuck in the house now with me myself and CRUTCHES. now i really know what is like to be disabled. so take my advice: dont ever BREAK A LEG. HAHAHAHAH get it hahahaa so funny.

yeah haha. so i really wished that my KNIGHT IN SHINING ARMOUR was there man!!! he can like carry me or come to my rescue HAHAHA but sadly... that only happens in drama. HAHA. but i didnt cry you know? cause God was there i felt him. he looked after me the whole night. the pain was indescribable... when the civil defence people shifted it back, haha the sounds that i made were exactly i mean EXACTLY like a mother in labour man. and guess what. i think my teacher took video HAHAHAH. like OMG la so embarrassing.

so you get the whole picture? :)

luckily this week is sch hols so no worries about missing school and lessons. but i will definitely be stuck at home. SO moral of this longlong post is COME VISIT ME + bring some STUFF (optional food) HAHAHA> welcome everybody!!!

OHOHOH not forgetting to thank all those people for the lovely CALLS and smses :) i feel super loved la :) thks guys.

i wanna thank:
1. MY CLASSMATES THAT WERE THERE. sorry i couldn't perform for you guys. but i will next time!!!
2. church friends@!!!! i really want to thank you girls for coming down specially to see me dance! <3 love love you gals!
3. 31st SC you guys rock!! thanks for all the encouragement and help all this while :) council rocks!
4. my family:) sorry that i practiced so hard and made you guys worry. im fine now and i promise to take good care of myself okay? :D
5. NYDC HAHAHAHA its all not your fault okay. i never regret one bit for joining this performance. i had a blast okay? and for that im super grateful! :)

last but not least i want to thank ms ng that went hospital with me and uncle alfred and auntie tina :D they are so nice to me.

HAHAHA anyway im back :) till then BYEBYE!

11:08 am

saw you in the crowd
standing out so brightly
but all i could do
was just to see you from afar
smile as i take a step backwards
and frown as i exited through the main door

you were so near my reach
but i chose to let go
and now
im thinking if its the right choice
am i regretting

i know i have to move on
but its just so hard
you are always in my sight
and in my heart
i will never forget the times we shared

always and forever will be never the same..

went to Jon's play with judith :)
Jon acted really well, and haha im realy proud of him
just seeing all the effort that his team put in was just so awesome!
the actors and actresses were SUPER professional and i cant stand it la im so going for the NEXT YEAR ONE! HAHAHA.
it was really amazing to see all the plays
each play had a unique factor about them
something that i will always remember

Jon's play was really good anyway
it was about lifeboats.
haha if you want to know ASKME.
or maybe i shall type it out another day
just have too much stuff on my mind now
it has been running through my mind the whole day
cant seem to stop the motion :(

oh well i couldn't find a cab ytd and it was really awful having to walk up and down in a place that i hardly know.. really wish somebody was there with me HAHA but God helped me and i finally got a cab :)

anyway this week is really going to be a tough one so pray for me please! coming home late will definitely be a YES this week so yeah pray hard to God that he will pull me through :)

i will definitely pray for you guys too if you ever need to talk just call me :D ill be glad to listen my dear friends (only to those i know la) goodnight everybody i still have loads of work to do! ttoodles *beams*

i pray for a good trip for mum and dad :)

10:58 pm

happy belated birthday roseline my darling! you are finally 17 WHEE

im like going to sleep now but still i just need to type stuff. so here goes

practice today was okay. we are almost finishing the choreography! next wed is the full dress and next friday is the real thing!!! hahaha/ :) im actually pretty nervous and i haven't even thought of my part yet!!! :(

next i have loads and loads of assignments due next week so i have to chiong during the weekends BUT problem is my weekends are super pack i dont even have time to study :( oh no i think i need to sort out my piorities yeah? God please help me.

moving on, i really really miss my 4 gfs. hahaha we are all like in totally different schools and thats what makes it frustrating to meet up! i really want to update them on MY LIFE and listen to THEIR LIFE too. and it will definitely be over some DELICIOUS meal :D cant wait for march hols to come!!!

im leading this week like AHHH. need to think of what to share again. but oh well just trust God that he will pull me through and use me to touch the heart's of the people in the audience :) that is always what God wants us to do right? shining for him 24/7! so much that it touches the lives of people around us *beams*

okay i gtg now. sleep everybody hope you all had a wonderful week and have a AWESOME weekend but RMB to do your QT hahaha. its actually to remind myself :)

12:08 am

i was once again reminded of how fortunate i really am
the people living in poverty around the world are in millions and billions
and i am here in singapore.

how fortunate am i? very much in fact.
i think i need to do something
something to help the people there
thinking of joining world vision

should i?
im really busy now
and i have alevels next year
and and i have so many things on my mind

dont like it
too much to think about
makes me go emo
haha do i even know the meaning of emo?

OH i thought i wasnt going to blog this week
felt like blogging anyway
so near yet so far
i just want to be where you are

feelings are just like the wind
they fly past away so fast
before you can even have a whiff or taste of it
its gone

is there all there is?
tell me why
what have i done?

HAHAHAHA. woah man

have you heard the ocean joke?

its too DEEP for you to know. :)

11:25 pm

hello i dont think i will be blogging this coming week. cause i have no time. :( i have no free day at all.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLE! WE LOVE YOU AND AND YOU ARE THE BEST DGL IVE EVER GOTTEN :D

okay back to where i left..
but still i will keep on praying for everyone cause it seems like everyone is very stress so TRUST GOD OKAY people. he will bring us through.

:( my whole body is aching right now. danced too much already. but still i am super excited about the one. woohoo.

okay okay i still got work to do gtg already see you SOON people. dont miss me.

DONT SAY ANYTHING cause i know you will HAHAHAHA. :D

GRACE LOVES YOU <3

btw im a changed girl...

10:51 pm

THIS IS FOR ADRIAN HAHAHA> don't say i didnt write for you okay!!!

thanks so much for the present okay? lol i will keep it with me forever!!!
VOTE FOR ADRIAN PPLE!!!
haha sorry i forgot your number! :D but ill vote for you!!! :) JIAYOU!

9:28 pm;

SLOW DANCE

Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?
You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Do you run through each day On the fly?
When you ask "How are you?"
Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?
You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Ever told your child,
We'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste,
Not see his sorrow?
Ever lost touch,
Let a good friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say "Hi"?
You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry through your day,
It is like an unopened gift.... Thrown away.
Life is not a race.
Do take it slower
Hear the music
Before the song is over.

This poem was written by a terminally ill young girl in a New York Hospital. It was sent by a medical doctor - Dr. Yeou Cheng Ma.

PLEASE FORWARD THIS TO HELP THIS LITTLE GIRL. ALL FORWARDED E-MAILS ARE TRACKED TO OBTAIN THE TOTAL COUNT.

Dear All:

PLEASE pass this mail on to everybody you know.
It is the request of a special little girl who will soon leave this world as she has cancer.
Thank you for your effort, this isn't a chain letter, but a choice for all of us to save a little girl that's dying of a serious and fatal form of cancer.

Please send this to everyone you know... or don't know.
This little girl has 6 months left to live, and as her dying wish, she wanted to send a letter telling everyone to live their life to the fullest, since she never will.
She'll never make it to prom, graduate from high school, or get married and have a family of her own.

By you sending this to as many people as possible, you can give her and her family a little hope, because with every name that this is sent to, The American Cancer Society will donate 3 cents per name to her treatment and recovery plan. One guy sent this to 500 people!!!!

So I know that we can send it to at least 5 or 6. Just think it could be you one day. It's not even your money, just your time!!! "PLEASE PASS ON AS A LAST REQUEST"

Dr. Dennis Shields,
Professor Department of Developmental and Molecular Biology
Albert Einstein College of Medicine

nice poem isnt it? i didn't have enough emails to forward to so i just post it here! copy and paste people and forward this poem :) thanks!

9:20 pm;

HAHAHA ive been super lazy to blog but i have to blog about yesterday which was MY BIRTHDAY! my parents are soooooo fantastic!

heres what they did :D

they brought us to a japanese restaurant WHERE i thought it was just going to be a nice QUIET family dinner like we always have every year.

BUTBUTBUT guess what happened when i opened the door of the small room that we were suppose to eat in?!?!?!?!

SURPRISE!!!!!! there were all (okay almost all of them) of my sunday school class girls inside the room and they jumped up from below the table!!!! I WAS IN TOTAL SHOCK OKAY LIKE SERIOUSLY I WASNT EXPECTING IT AT ALL.

IM SUPER PROUD OF MY MOMMY!!!! she finally managed to pull off such a wonderful surprise for me!!!! HAHHAHAAHA i was really happy that day. it was sooooo fun with all the laughing, chattering and EATING with everybody :D:D:D i can't express the happiness that i had that day! :) and i know that God was watching from above HAHAHAHA. *beams*

the food was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much!!! whatever japanese food you know there it was on the table!!! and i didn't even know what type of jap food i was eating all i know was that my hand was doing its job, putting the delicious food in my mouth! :) hahaha.

OKAY sooooo rewining back to SCHOOOL:

AWWW my class rocks my socks man they were sooooo sweet that day!
just before our gp class we had a break. so BEING lame and disabled i was the slowest to reach the class so when i was in the hallway on my way to the class (the rest of my classmates were there already) MING TING shouted : "GRACE FASTER FASTER!!!!"
i was like "OMGOMGOMGOMG teacher's here already?!! so fast"
so i hobbled my way as quickly as i can to class and before i knew it i FINALLY REACHED :)
then WOOOSH and ming ting pulled me to sit in a chair and in front of me were a line of my wonderful classmates with their backs facing me!!!
then it happened TA DA--->

"1.2.3
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GRACE!
0934 LOVES YOUUU!!!"

IWAS LIKE SUPER SHOCKED AND ELATED UNTIL I THINK I ALMOST FELL OFF MY CHAIR! and the most sweetest thing was that they wrote all the words individual on each balloon with every one of them holding it. so they hold the balloon out when the word was sung. hahaha i really love my class 0934!!! wooots! thank you guys soooo much :D hahaha.
they even wrote "happy birthday grace" on the whiteboard!!! hahaha then our gp teacher had no space at all to write anything LOL.

love the cards they made and signed on for me <3 love you guys too!!!!

i just want to say thanks to:

parents
thanks mum and dad for taking such wonderful care of me all these years. the amount of effort love care concern that you have showered on me is something that i will never forget and can never repay. i love you guys with all of my heart and would never trade anything in the world for both of you. my source of strength and hope comes from you two and for that i am sooo grateful. love you mum and dad <3

sisters
thank you guys for always being there for me :) even though we always have our differences but i do know that we have more love than anything else in the world for each other :) i love you girls soo much and my only wish for your is to be wonderful ladies of God and follow him. thanks olive for always being a listening ear for me and its just so lovely to have our little girl chats!!! and for dawn you just make my life so LIVELY hahahaha without you my life will never be the same! LOVE YOU PEOPLE TO THE MAX! :D

0934
even though we know each other for 2 months, i still feel sooooo fortunate to know each and everyone of your. coming to school everyday is such a joy for me and that is so fantastic! :) im very glad that God gave me this class and im grateful for that! thank you guys for making my birthday so special and memorable!!! :D

sundayschgirls
OH MY DARLINGS!!!! you girls are super wonderful to me and i love you girls so much!!!! HAHAHA you girls have brought joy and happiness to my life and the friendships we share are something that i willl always cherish forever :) you people have been my unfaltering support, the laughter we shared, the crying we did and THE MUGGING WE ALL LOVE! hiak hiak i will never forget those times :D thanks for everything girls, im sure that our friendships would last for a lifetime :)

YF
thank you everybody that have wished me!!!! i am super happy to have known all of you :) thks thks thks again!!!

5girlgang
HAHAHA i still remember our name :) thks you guys for remembering my birthday throughout the busyness of JC LIFE! we must totally meet up one day :) HAHAHAHA. miss talking to your WE MUST CATCH UP :D

GOD
thanks for everything that you have done for me. without you i would not have even exist. you have been my friend my listener... so much more than what i can describe you to be. you have been super awesome for everything and my only wish is to heal my leg :) thank you God for placing such wonderful people (ABOVE) around me! thank you lord and i pray that you will take care of everyone in this world!!!

thanks once again to everybody who have wished me and gave me presents! i really am thankful! :):):) and its all from the bottom of my heart! <3<3<3

lastly thank GOd for 27th of march :)

11:01 pm;

psalm 61

i love my mommy :)

9:22 pm;

im happy for them :) truthfully and sincerely.

all i need is my family friends food and GOD :D

stay happy grace chew you know you can do it!

CHEERS everybody! <3

5:11 pm;

its time to let go and i know it is.
its time to move on and i have to follow.
its time... its time... its time.... to trust God.

God does work in mysterious ways, i think that he just wants me to let go of everything and follow him. and thats all he wants. *sighs* i guess he's right... God you are so funny. bring me in one big circle and here i am again. i knew it would come to this finally but i never ever regretted any single bit of it. never and its from the bottom of my heart. thank you and God for everything.

go sleep people its late.. WHY ARE YOU STILL READING THIS POST?!?! hahahaha. :D goooodnight!

11:01 pm;

I LOVE ESTHER SO. hahaha she made cookies for me AND they spell L-O-V-E!!!! super nice right??? i haven't even eaten them yet, truthfully i dont BEAR TO HAHAHA> but thanks esther i can totally feel the LOVEEEEE <3

so anyway today is just another day in the house, making the first floor my only walking area.
mum, dad, dawn and ahma came to see me :) and that totally made my day! HAHA.

oh well i dont know why but i just feel super tired even though ive slept alot already. weird huh? also i think i need to discipline myself to study and do work already. lazing around is not helping me :( God please always remind me. GRACE YOU BETTER DO WORK!!!

i still cant understand economics OH DEAR. its pretty hard. and i have to read the notes a few times before i even understand the definitions. AHHH. i feel super nOOB. O.O

okok im going to CHAO already but one last thing... THANK YOU EVERYBODY for being so nice to me both SCHOOL AND CHURCH FRIENDS!!! HAHAHA> ohohohoh and today i had 2 VERYVERYVERY extremely unexpected visitors saying they came to see how i was.... GUESS WHO?!?!?! dingdingding!!! bryan SETO and joshua WONG!!! HAHAHAHA. they are so nice :D *beams*

TA-TA pple!!!

9:54 pm;

funny how things work out. hahaha. found out something really OMG hahaha. dont tell you hiakhiakhiak.

well today i spent my whole day in the house BUT i had guests of course. :)

auntie mary, sarah and olive came to visit me!!!! thanks so much. sarah just keeps on laughing hahahaha i know i know she just cant stand me. HAHAHHA get the joke STAND ME. HAHAHAHa

and my lovely sunday sch girls came!!!! YEAH i was super happy.. finally i got to CHITCHAT= girl talk = LOTS OF LAUGHING AND FUN :D thks girls your totally MADE MY DAY!!! hahaha.

anyway, im now happy cause GOD LOVES me and my parents are coming backkkk SOOOOON.

and im still wondering if i should go to school this week.. hmmm want to help me decide? haha TAG THEN :)

happy holidays everybody!!!

5:40 pm;

okay i think i need to explain myself hahaha. like everyone is tagging GET WELL SOONS and i haven't blog about it yet?

here goes... dont FREAK OUT. HEHEHE.

crutches has officially becomed my new best friend because GRACE DISLOCATED HER KNEE CAP (okay so heres the part where my blog reader gets the shock of his/her life and faints) WAKE UP! :D but yeah its fixed back now and im happy smiling and fine! so no worries :) im okay!

so what actually happened was this :

scene 1
grace runs to get prepared for the final dance practice outside LT4 before going on the stage.
everybody starts dancing...
THEN grace --> AHHHHH (holds her knee and fall to the floor)
HAHAHA then everybody comes rushing up to her.
"what happen what happen?!?!?!?!"

scene 2
"very pain very pain..." grace whined.
and ambulance came and shifted the knee cap back.
EEE OR EEE OR. grace went to the hospital.

scene 3
" hello whats your name?"
"grace"
"how did you dislocate your knee cap?"
"erm... dancing?"
*the doctor gave grace a HOW- DID- THAT -EVEN -HAPPEN LOOK!*
*grace smiles innocently*

OKAY so you get the whole story YEAH!!! :) im okay really really dont worry about me im just stuck in the house now with me myself and CRUTCHES. now i really know what is like to be disabled. so take my advice: dont ever BREAK A LEG. HAHAHAHAH get it hahahaa so funny.

yeah haha. so i really wished that my KNIGHT IN SHINING ARMOUR was there man!!! he can like carry me or come to my rescue HAHAHA but sadly... that only happens in drama. HAHA. but i didnt cry you know? cause God was there i felt him. he looked after me the whole night. the pain was indescribable... when the civil defence people shifted it back, haha the sounds that i made were exactly i mean EXACTLY like a mother in labour man. and guess what. i think my teacher took video HAHAHAH. like OMG la so embarrassing.

so you get the whole picture? :)

luckily this week is sch hols so no worries about missing school and lessons. but i will definitely be stuck at home. SO moral of this longlong post is COME VISIT ME + bring some STUFF (optional food) HAHAHA> welcome everybody!!!

OHOHOH not forgetting to thank all those people for the lovely CALLS and smses :) i feel super loved la :) thks guys.

i wanna thank:
1. MY CLASSMATES THAT WERE THERE. sorry i couldn't perform for you guys. but i will next time!!!
2. church friends@!!!! i really want to thank you girls for coming down specially to see me dance! <3 love love you gals!
3. 31st SC you guys rock!! thanks for all the encouragement and help all this while :) council rocks!
4. my family:) sorry that i practiced so hard and made you guys worry. im fine now and i promise to take good care of myself okay? :D
5. NYDC HAHAHAHA its all not your fault okay. i never regret one bit for joining this performance. i had a blast okay? and for that im super grateful! :)

last but not least i want to thank ms ng that went hospital with me and uncle alfred and auntie tina :D they are so nice to me.

HAHAHA anyway im back :) till then BYEBYE!

11:08 am;

saw you in the crowd
standing out so brightly
but all i could do
was just to see you from afar
smile as i take a step backwards
and frown as i exited through the main door

you were so near my reach
but i chose to let go
and now
im thinking if its the right choice
am i regretting

i know i have to move on
but its just so hard
you are always in my sight
and in my heart
i will never forget the times we shared

always and forever will be never the same..

went to Jon's play with judith :)
Jon acted really well, and haha im realy proud of him
just seeing all the effort that his team put in was just so awesome!
the actors and actresses were SUPER professional and i cant stand it la im so going for the NEXT YEAR ONE! HAHAHA.
it was really amazing to see all the plays
each play had a unique factor about them
something that i will always remember

Jon's play was really good anyway
it was about lifeboats.
haha if you want to know ASKME.
or maybe i shall type it out another day
just have too much stuff on my mind now
it has been running through my mind the whole day
cant seem to stop the motion :(

oh well i couldn't find a cab ytd and it was really awful having to walk up and down in a place that i hardly know.. really wish somebody was there with me HAHA but God helped me and i finally got a cab :)

anyway this week is really going to be a tough one so pray for me please! coming home late will definitely be a YES this week so yeah pray hard to God that he will pull me through :)

i will definitely pray for you guys too if you ever need to talk just call me :D ill be glad to listen my dear friends (only to those i know la) goodnight everybody i still have loads of work to do! ttoodles *beams*

i pray for a good trip for mum and dad :)

10:58 pm;

happy belated birthday roseline my darling! you are finally 17 WHEE

im like going to sleep now but still i just need to type stuff. so here goes

practice today was okay. we are almost finishing the choreography! next wed is the full dress and next friday is the real thing!!! hahaha/ :) im actually pretty nervous and i haven't even thought of my part yet!!! :(

next i have loads and loads of assignments due next week so i have to chiong during the weekends BUT problem is my weekends are super pack i dont even have time to study :( oh no i think i need to sort out my piorities yeah? God please help me.

moving on, i really really miss my 4 gfs. hahaha we are all like in totally different schools and thats what makes it frustrating to meet up! i really want to update them on MY LIFE and listen to THEIR LIFE too. and it will definitely be over some DELICIOUS meal :D cant wait for march hols to come!!!

im leading this week like AHHH. need to think of what to share again. but oh well just trust God that he will pull me through and use me to touch the heart's of the people in the audience :) that is always what God wants us to do right? shining for him 24/7! so much that it touches the lives of people around us *beams*

okay i gtg now. sleep everybody hope you all had a wonderful week and have a AWESOME weekend but RMB to do your QT hahaha. its actually to remind myself :)

12:08 am;

i was once again reminded of how fortunate i really am
the people living in poverty around the world are in millions and billions
and i am here in singapore.

how fortunate am i? very much in fact.
i think i need to do something
something to help the people there
thinking of joining world vision

should i?
im really busy now
and i have alevels next year
and and i have so many things on my mind

dont like it
too much to think about
makes me go emo
haha do i even know the meaning of emo?

OH i thought i wasnt going to blog this week
felt like blogging anyway
so near yet so far
i just want to be where you are

feelings are just like the wind
they fly past away so fast
before you can even have a whiff or taste of it
its gone

is there all there is?
tell me why
what have i done?

HAHAHAHA. woah man

have you heard the ocean joke?

its too DEEP for you to know. :)

11:25 pm;

hello i dont think i will be blogging this coming week. cause i have no time. :( i have no free day at all.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLE! WE LOVE YOU AND AND YOU ARE THE BEST DGL IVE EVER GOTTEN :D

okay back to where i left..
but still i will keep on praying for everyone cause it seems like everyone is very stress so TRUST GOD OKAY people. he will bring us through.

:( my whole body is aching right now. danced too much already. but still i am super excited about the one. woohoo.

okay okay i still got work to do gtg already see you SOON people. dont miss me.

DONT SAY ANYTHING cause i know you will HAHAHAHA. :D

GRACE LOVES YOU <3

btw im a changed girl...

10:51 pm;