my friend asked me during chinese lesson, " Grace you seem to be different since the first day of school.. you seem to not be as happy already." i was totally taken aback by that statement and i started to think. oh dear what happened to me. then i realised that so much has happened since the start of the year. my work keeps on piling up more and more each and every day so much that i think i cant breathe anymore :O

my leg oh yes my leg is such a troublesome matter. im still praying about it. or maybe i haven't seek the lord enough yet :( yeah maybe thats why. i really dont know if i should go through with it... im just so scared so afraid to trust MYLEG in the hands of the doctor. it just doesn't feel right you now? never in my whole life have i felt so unsecured. its just me i think. me being pessimistic and all. oh well. thats that. so all i have to do now is just trust GOD (which is the hardest thing on earth) and seek him (second hardest thing on earth)

the week just seem to flew past and yet again, i really wish for the week to be over and then the new week arrives and "YAHOO" we are back to square one. JC life is really indeed hectic. sometimes i travel from class to class so much that i dont even know what lesson is next. its like JUST follow the crowd and you'll never go wrong you know? thank God i have wonderful classmates that are so nice to tell me our next lesson and venue :) that im happy about.

climbing stairs has been a chore to me everyday. it just feels so unnatural you know. whatsmore, i feel super embarrassed when i climb stairs ESPECIALLY in school. becauseeeee i hold up everybody behind me and thats like ULTIMATELY the worst thing ever to have like the whole school walking at my DISABLED speed. AHHHHH. i really want my leg to heal MIRACULOUSLY fast. i still have somuch stuff i want to do. i want to jump!!! i want to run :( and for the first time i think i really want to go for NAPFA i cant believe im saying this but i actually miss DOING 5 items and running 2.4km!!!!

okay im sorry im really ranting here but its my only way of doing sooooo! :D haha. everybody is UNDER PRESSURE. ohohoh do you know theres a song called "UNDER PRESSURE"?@?!?!? go google it!!! its nice :) hav fun TATA-

11:19 pm

"God i really love what i do and i want to continue
but if it means going through that...
i really don't know what to do.
please show me the right way
and help me make the right decision.
i dont want to regret.
i really dont want to.
i will pray every single day about it,
i will constantly seek you
and thank you for showing me
many testimonies of people that lived for you.
i really learned that you will answer us
when we become an obedient child of you.
im sorry Lord for the past weeks, please forgive me.
i will listen for you. i promise.
In Jesus most precious name, Amen."

we all need to pray. cause we need the Lord. :)

9:22 pm

"TELL ME TELL ME DADADA TELL ME"

oh well life's been really hectic for me or should i say everyone that i know.

celebrated dawn's birthday on wednesday and we went to SAKAE tepanyaki. like omg i didnt know that side existed in sakae sushi. COOL. anyway the the chef was like right in front of us, showing off his wonderful cooking skills and i SO wanna learn it la. he looks super cool just chopping frying stirring the food around like nobody's business. HAHAHA. well the night was really wonderful anyway :)

PI
AHHH its really dumb i have to redo the whole thingy and choose a new topic like OH MAN>man. :( so troublesomee i better find a wonderful topic soon or else ill be wonderfully suffering everyday from my teacher's nagging! ahhhh.

been really restless these few days and i dont know why. hmmm... HAHA maybe i lack something. hmmm wonder what it is. OHOHOH i know already. HAHAHAHA FRENCHFRIES. HAHAHAH i think i haven't eaten a single one since end of jan. WOAH cant believe the self-contol that is in me man. HAHAHA. okay this is so lame

ANYWAY. i just realised that im going to be really busy in the coming weeks ahead BECAUSE i have my exams coming, PREU SEM and the thailand trip!!! oh man the interview was like UGH. teacher never smile at all. but anyway im not even sure if i wanna go. :( im just afraid that i can't cope. im so dumb la. when the teacher asked," Grace erm, you take 4 H2s. are you sure you can commit to the preparation of this trip?" AND I WAS LIKE "yes!" LIKE what was i thinking? dumbgracedumbdumbdumbgrace! oh well nothing i can do now. just pray hard that if i dont get in then alright man one less thingy to worry about but if i do get in. GOD please help me!!! :(

JC life is really a one in a million experience man. WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOO im going to eat chocolates now, need to release happy hormones! :D people go eat too. and while you are eating listen to "leave" by jesse mcartney "dont stress dont stress dont stress..." HAHAHAHAHA funny right? :)

5:30 pm

GRACE GAN's baptism.

IM SO PROUD OF YOU GIRL!!! super glad that i was there :) it was a CHINESE service that sang CHINESE songs that had CHINESE bulletins and a CHINESE pastor!!!! how COOL AND CHINESIE IS THAT?!!! :D im sooo happy i went.

God really works wonders. just when you feel so low he puts you in a place where you know you will feel happy once again. :) thank you lord. you have risen and yes NOW you are in grace's heart <3

congrats to all that got baptised today! if you weren't there to witness, you've got soo much to miss :D

I STILL HAVE ECONOMICS ESSAY!AHHH> i dont know how to write :( but im going to pray :) BBYEBYE!

11:48 pm

IM SO SAD :(:(:(

PW STINKS PW STINKS PW STINKS PW STINKS PW STINKS PW STINKS PW STINKS!!!!

i think i need to conserve the happiness of grace right now :(

9:51 pm

"For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal."

Thank you God for what you have done.
Thank you for pulling me through this.
Thank you for helping me get over it.
Thank you God for everything.

everything's cool people oh yeah uhuh oh yeah!!! :D

I AM A STRONG GIRL YES I AM! :)

11:46 pm

WHAT A WEEK.



my mummy's finally back from ITALY!!! YAHOO :D

im so happy to FINALLY see her, miss her sOOOO much

anyway i had physio SESSION2 yesterday and it was a whole lot more different than the previous one, HAHAHA



i had to do a series of exercises to strengthen my knee cap and hipbone. so it starts with the CYCLING motion that i have to do when sitting on that "bicycle like" equipment... get what i mean? AIYA go to the gym and see then! ANYWAY yeah they had one whole stretch of those type of bicycles and i was the youngest there CYCLING and the most funniest thing was that i was cycling the S-L-O-W-E-S-T compared to all the aunties and uncles!!! so embarrassing man. rats! i can't flex my leg all the way back so i only do half cycles-- like front half then back half..yeah something like that. so i was terribly slow :( and that WAS 10 minutes!!!



NEXT --> i had to lift myself up with my toes for 3 seconds and that is one time and i had to do 30 times like OMG by the time i finished i couldn't feel my toes anymore... "TOES OH TOES WHERE DID YOU GO?!"

then i had to strengthen my kneecap by stepping up and down on this wooden platform. for ERM 30 times too!!!



then i proceeded to lie down on the bed where i did a variation of leg exercises WITH A HEAVY weight wrapped around my leg. like ITS SOOOO HEAVY to lift! HAHAHA. so there was this kick your leg up action that i had to do for 30 times and then a lift your leg sideways motion for 30 times, roll over and lift your hind leg up and down 30 times!!! like by the time i sit up i was like WHAT HAVE I DONE TO OFFEND the number "30"!!! AHHH. HAHAHA i found it dumb. OH WELL>



OHOHOH then i had to sit on this sliding thingy that allows me to bend my legs up and down. hmm i think this was the MOST fun one cause it was just like me sliding up and down. but there was one stressful factor and that was the man next to me doing the same action. but he was VERY VERY FAST like 'up-down-up-down'!!! i was like thinking SLOW DOWN MAN hahaha get the joke?!?!!? HAHAHA. :)



anyway physio was really interesting... the old men doing the ball exercises were really adorable!!! seriously the way they all move from left to right to up to down was really sooooo cute :) haha just watching them made me unknowingly smile widely! :D

and BTW my history teacher is SOOO COOL

1. he is half british and half canadian
2. he write chinese letters BETTER THAN ANY ONE OF US
3. he talks chinese soo fluently like nobody's BUSINESS
4. in university he majored in the CHINESE LANGUAGE!!! omgomgomg
5. and he took up this course from the start for FUNFUNFUN!!!

my history teacher ROCKS MY SOCKS! HAHAHAHA>

so till then take care pple! GOODNIGHT :D

10:34 pm

chemtestchemtestchemtestchemtest thats all i should be thinking right now GRACE!!!

11:10 pm

email sharing time!!! hope you will learn something :)

A smiling girl

who uses a basketball to support her weight as her parents cannot afford to buy her artificial legs..

A smiling girl

who will persevere on no matter how tough it is to USE CRUTCHES!!! (i soOOO need to meet her!)

A smiling girl

who encourages other disabled children like her...

she's so wonderful isn't she? now im just thinking CRUTCHES? SHESH its like nothing already compared to what this girl has been through and the most special thing about her is her SMILE. she always smiles 24/7... we all should really learn from her :) OHOHOH i am learning already can you SEE my smile!!>?!! its sooooo wide *beams* there it is there it is there it is!!!! HAHAHA.

SEEYA PPLE! :D

11:14 pm

my friend asked me during chinese lesson, " Grace you seem to be different since the first day of school.. you seem to not be as happy already." i was totally taken aback by that statement and i started to think. oh dear what happened to me. then i realised that so much has happened since the start of the year. my work keeps on piling up more and more each and every day so much that i think i cant breathe anymore :O

my leg oh yes my leg is such a troublesome matter. im still praying about it. or maybe i haven't seek the lord enough yet :( yeah maybe thats why. i really dont know if i should go through with it... im just so scared so afraid to trust MYLEG in the hands of the doctor. it just doesn't feel right you now? never in my whole life have i felt so unsecured. its just me i think. me being pessimistic and all. oh well. thats that. so all i have to do now is just trust GOD (which is the hardest thing on earth) and seek him (second hardest thing on earth)

the week just seem to flew past and yet again, i really wish for the week to be over and then the new week arrives and "YAHOO" we are back to square one. JC life is really indeed hectic. sometimes i travel from class to class so much that i dont even know what lesson is next. its like JUST follow the crowd and you'll never go wrong you know? thank God i have wonderful classmates that are so nice to tell me our next lesson and venue :) that im happy about.

climbing stairs has been a chore to me everyday. it just feels so unnatural you know. whatsmore, i feel super embarrassed when i climb stairs ESPECIALLY in school. becauseeeee i hold up everybody behind me and thats like ULTIMATELY the worst thing ever to have like the whole school walking at my DISABLED speed. AHHHHH. i really want my leg to heal MIRACULOUSLY fast. i still have somuch stuff i want to do. i want to jump!!! i want to run :( and for the first time i think i really want to go for NAPFA i cant believe im saying this but i actually miss DOING 5 items and running 2.4km!!!!

okay im sorry im really ranting here but its my only way of doing sooooo! :D haha. everybody is UNDER PRESSURE. ohohoh do you know theres a song called "UNDER PRESSURE"?@?!?!? go google it!!! its nice :) hav fun TATA-

11:19 pm;

"God i really love what i do and i want to continue
but if it means going through that...
i really don't know what to do.
please show me the right way
and help me make the right decision.
i dont want to regret.
i really dont want to.
i will pray every single day about it,
i will constantly seek you
and thank you for showing me
many testimonies of people that lived for you.
i really learned that you will answer us
when we become an obedient child of you.
im sorry Lord for the past weeks, please forgive me.
i will listen for you. i promise.
In Jesus most precious name, Amen."

we all need to pray. cause we need the Lord. :)

9:22 pm;

"TELL ME TELL ME DADADA TELL ME"

oh well life's been really hectic for me or should i say everyone that i know.

celebrated dawn's birthday on wednesday and we went to SAKAE tepanyaki. like omg i didnt know that side existed in sakae sushi. COOL. anyway the the chef was like right in front of us, showing off his wonderful cooking skills and i SO wanna learn it la. he looks super cool just chopping frying stirring the food around like nobody's business. HAHAHA. well the night was really wonderful anyway :)

PI
AHHH its really dumb i have to redo the whole thingy and choose a new topic like OH MAN>man. :( so troublesomee i better find a wonderful topic soon or else ill be wonderfully suffering everyday from my teacher's nagging! ahhhh.

been really restless these few days and i dont know why. hmmm... HAHA maybe i lack something. hmmm wonder what it is. OHOHOH i know already. HAHAHAHA FRENCHFRIES. HAHAHAH i think i haven't eaten a single one since end of jan. WOAH cant believe the self-contol that is in me man. HAHAHA. okay this is so lame

ANYWAY. i just realised that im going to be really busy in the coming weeks ahead BECAUSE i have my exams coming, PREU SEM and the thailand trip!!! oh man the interview was like UGH. teacher never smile at all. but anyway im not even sure if i wanna go. :( im just afraid that i can't cope. im so dumb la. when the teacher asked," Grace erm, you take 4 H2s. are you sure you can commit to the preparation of this trip?" AND I WAS LIKE "yes!" LIKE what was i thinking? dumbgracedumbdumbdumbgrace! oh well nothing i can do now. just pray hard that if i dont get in then alright man one less thingy to worry about but if i do get in. GOD please help me!!! :(

JC life is really a one in a million experience man. WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOO im going to eat chocolates now, need to release happy hormones! :D people go eat too. and while you are eating listen to "leave" by jesse mcartney "dont stress dont stress dont stress..." HAHAHAHAHA funny right? :)

5:30 pm;

GRACE GAN's baptism.

IM SO PROUD OF YOU GIRL!!! super glad that i was there :) it was a CHINESE service that sang CHINESE songs that had CHINESE bulletins and a CHINESE pastor!!!! how COOL AND CHINESIE IS THAT?!!! :D im sooo happy i went.

God really works wonders. just when you feel so low he puts you in a place where you know you will feel happy once again. :) thank you lord. you have risen and yes NOW you are in grace's heart <3

congrats to all that got baptised today! if you weren't there to witness, you've got soo much to miss :D

I STILL HAVE ECONOMICS ESSAY!AHHH> i dont know how to write :( but im going to pray :) BBYEBYE!

11:48 pm;

IM SO SAD :(:(:(

PW STINKS PW STINKS PW STINKS PW STINKS PW STINKS PW STINKS PW STINKS!!!!

i think i need to conserve the happiness of grace right now :(

9:51 pm;

"For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal."

Thank you God for what you have done.
Thank you for pulling me through this.
Thank you for helping me get over it.
Thank you God for everything.

everything's cool people oh yeah uhuh oh yeah!!! :D

I AM A STRONG GIRL YES I AM! :)

11:46 pm;

WHAT A WEEK.



my mummy's finally back from ITALY!!! YAHOO :D

im so happy to FINALLY see her, miss her sOOOO much

anyway i had physio SESSION2 yesterday and it was a whole lot more different than the previous one, HAHAHA



i had to do a series of exercises to strengthen my knee cap and hipbone. so it starts with the CYCLING motion that i have to do when sitting on that "bicycle like" equipment... get what i mean? AIYA go to the gym and see then! ANYWAY yeah they had one whole stretch of those type of bicycles and i was the youngest there CYCLING and the most funniest thing was that i was cycling the S-L-O-W-E-S-T compared to all the aunties and uncles!!! so embarrassing man. rats! i can't flex my leg all the way back so i only do half cycles-- like front half then back half..yeah something like that. so i was terribly slow :( and that WAS 10 minutes!!!



NEXT --> i had to lift myself up with my toes for 3 seconds and that is one time and i had to do 30 times like OMG by the time i finished i couldn't feel my toes anymore... "TOES OH TOES WHERE DID YOU GO?!"

then i had to strengthen my kneecap by stepping up and down on this wooden platform. for ERM 30 times too!!!



then i proceeded to lie down on the bed where i did a variation of leg exercises WITH A HEAVY weight wrapped around my leg. like ITS SOOOO HEAVY to lift! HAHAHA. so there was this kick your leg up action that i had to do for 30 times and then a lift your leg sideways motion for 30 times, roll over and lift your hind leg up and down 30 times!!! like by the time i sit up i was like WHAT HAVE I DONE TO OFFEND the number "30"!!! AHHH. HAHAHA i found it dumb. OH WELL>



OHOHOH then i had to sit on this sliding thingy that allows me to bend my legs up and down. hmm i think this was the MOST fun one cause it was just like me sliding up and down. but there was one stressful factor and that was the man next to me doing the same action. but he was VERY VERY FAST like 'up-down-up-down'!!! i was like thinking SLOW DOWN MAN hahaha get the joke?!?!!? HAHAHA. :)



anyway physio was really interesting... the old men doing the ball exercises were really adorable!!! seriously the way they all move from left to right to up to down was really sooooo cute :) haha just watching them made me unknowingly smile widely! :D

and BTW my history teacher is SOOO COOL

1. he is half british and half canadian
2. he write chinese letters BETTER THAN ANY ONE OF US
3. he talks chinese soo fluently like nobody's BUSINESS
4. in university he majored in the CHINESE LANGUAGE!!! omgomgomg
5. and he took up this course from the start for FUNFUNFUN!!!

my history teacher ROCKS MY SOCKS! HAHAHAHA>

so till then take care pple! GOODNIGHT :D

10:34 pm;

chemtestchemtestchemtestchemtest thats all i should be thinking right now GRACE!!!

11:10 pm;

email sharing time!!! hope you will learn something :)

A smiling girl

who uses a basketball to support her weight as her parents cannot afford to buy her artificial legs..

A smiling girl

who will persevere on no matter how tough it is to USE CRUTCHES!!! (i soOOO need to meet her!)

A smiling girl

who encourages other disabled children like her...

she's so wonderful isn't she? now im just thinking CRUTCHES? SHESH its like nothing already compared to what this girl has been through and the most special thing about her is her SMILE. she always smiles 24/7... we all should really learn from her :) OHOHOH i am learning already can you SEE my smile!!>?!! its sooooo wide *beams* there it is there it is there it is!!!! HAHAHA.

SEEYA PPLE! :D

11:14 pm;