my friend asked me during chinese lesson, " Grace you seem to be different since the first day of school.. you seem to not be as happy already." i was totally taken aback by that statement and i started to think. oh dear what happened to me. then i realised that so much has happened since the start of the year. my work keeps on piling up more and more each and every day so much that i think i cant breathe anymore :O
my leg oh yes my leg is such a troublesome matter. im still praying about it. or maybe i haven't seek the lord enough yet :( yeah maybe thats why. i really dont know if i should go through with it... im just so scared so afraid to trust MYLEG in the hands of the doctor. it just doesn't feel right you now? never in my whole life have i felt so unsecured. its just me i think. me being pessimistic and all. oh well. thats that. so all i have to do now is just trust GOD (which is the hardest thing on earth) and seek him (second hardest thing on earth)
the week just seem to flew past and yet again, i really wish for the week to be over and then the new week arrives and "YAHOO" we are back to square one. JC life is really indeed hectic. sometimes i travel from class to class so much that i dont even know what lesson is next. its like JUST follow the crowd and you'll never go wrong you know? thank God i have wonderful classmates that are so nice to tell me our next lesson and venue :) that im happy about.
climbing stairs has been a chore to me everyday. it just feels so unnatural you know. whatsmore, i feel super embarrassed when i climb stairs ESPECIALLY in school. becauseeeee i hold up everybody behind me and thats like ULTIMATELY the worst thing ever to have like the whole school walking at my DISABLED speed. AHHHHH. i really want my leg to heal MIRACULOUSLY fast. i still have somuch stuff i want to do. i want to jump!!! i want to run :( and for the first time i think i really want to go for NAPFA i cant believe im saying this but i actually miss DOING 5 items and running 2.4km!!!!
okay im sorry im really ranting here but its my only way of doing sooooo! :D haha. everybody is UNDER PRESSURE. ohohoh do you know theres a song called "UNDER PRESSURE"?@?!?!? go google it!!! its nice :) hav fun TATA-