well, im back in my second home again or maybe its my third home OH WELL. hahaha. its quite nice to have peace and quiet. but it will just feels funny after a while. so i guess, i miss my family. :(
but for now, its just me books and my second/third home. :) today has been a tiring day and quite depressing. my teacher talked to me about my mresults. it hasn't been good lately. i have to do something about it. its quite sad cause it was one of my best subjects. and when i was talking to my dad today i realised something... i don't really have any favourite subject! how can that be? is that even normal? :( i bet its not right. i think its cause i dont spend enough time on each and every subject. God please strengthen me, i cannot burn out now. CANNOT!!!
jia you grace WOOTS i know i can. during assembly, the teacher showed us this video about this national geographic photographer. he talks about his job, the different people, culture and other interesting things in the world that he discovers while doing his job. and theres this woman in scotland, he says that she is the best weaver in scotland (or is it the whole world? im not very sure) haha. so he wanted to drop by and take a few photos of her work and all. then she asked him to wait for one hour cause she has a brother that is very ill and she has to prepare and all. and the photographer was shocked that she was still able to provide him time despite how busy she is to do her work and take care of her sick brother. so after one hour, she invited him to the house, made the fireplace and even baked him cookies!!! she was super super nice :) then he asked her a simple question, "what are you thinking when you weave?" and she laughs and replies him "i just think about whether my thread will run out!" haha then she saw the photographer very shocked. then she says " when you weave, you weave" then that guy then continued telling us this " when you weave you weave, when you take photos you take photos and when you serve you serve" its like just telling us, when you do something, dont procrastinate. just do it and give it your best.
and i think God is trying to remind me today. WAIT NO MORE GRACE. now is time to work hard, its now or NEVER!!! woohoo. im going to be more discipline from now on. i want to be one of those students that runs up stage without their shoes once they hear their name on honour roll!!! HAHAHA. okay ar im going to work towards that!! GOGO JIA YOU :D
okay now i feel happier AMEN. thank you Lord and i pray for safe journey for my folks! AMEN.
take care everybody and all the best for those having block tests! just do your best and God will do the rest. ^^